It’s Happening

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Well now it's happening.
Never planned on this.
You've got something that I need.
Sometimes I feel dangerous.
Now I'm losing control,
And I hate it, I have to admit.
What you did to me,
I'm just not used to it.

I can't shut it off, this thing I've begun.
And it's hard to tell just where it's coming from.
And it's hard to see what I'm capable of,
And it's hard to believe just what I've become.

I can swallow it down, keep it all inside.
I define myself by how well I hide.
I feel it coming apart.
Well, at least we tried.
I can win this thing, if I pretend I’m alright.
If I take it all back, some way, somehow…
If I knew back then, what I know right now.
I wanted something that you just wouldn’t allow.