I’m done

Done with you and your lies

Your façade

Your abuse

Ridicule me

Beat me

Tell me lies

Hurt me because I’m there

Use me like a toy

Until I’m through with and dump me off

Hurt me because you’re hurting

Hurt me because I’m better

Hurt me because you’re hurt and don’t know what to do

Pain

Insecurity

Hopelessness

You feel it all

You can’t handle it

You don’t know how

You’re helpless

Clueless

You make yourself seem taller

Seem better

Tell me lies about yourself

You know you’re wrong

I know you’re wrong

But I won’t say it

I know you’re hurting

I know you’re confused

I know all of this

Yet you think I don’t have a clue

Abuse me until I’m dead

Ridicule me until I cry

Do all you have to do

To make yourself feel normal

But once you’re normal

I’ll be gone

No longer there for you

You’ll miss me

Wonder where I went

And know that it was all because of you

You beat me

Hurt me

Made me feel doubts

You ruined my life

Made me think

About what was right and wrong

I wanted to be like you

But now I’m not so sure

You use me for your own needs

Use me to feel better

To become normal

But once you do I’ll be gone

Gone like the wind

Gone like a ghost

And you’ll wonder why

You’ll say I left you

You’ll call me names

You’ll do anything to make yourself feel worthy

But I know the truth

You’re hollow and empty

With nothing to live for

I won’t be there for you

And it was all your fault

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Emotions that have been within me for awhile now. Comments appreciated