I always thought of myself as a strong and secure women, but I must admit, you found a way to hurt me.

Never would I have thought you could have had such a deep effect on me, but you did. That must be because I was in love with you, I’m brave enough now to tell you that. I was in love with you more then I was with anyone before.

I wont let you blame me for what happened though, because I couldn’t say I loved you or some such nonsense. If you were suffering from lack of love, you could have left me. You didn’t have to cheat on me.

That was a total mis-use of my heart and my time and my devotion to you. You wasted all of those gifts I gave you.

I wanted to find some way to make you pay, but I knew there was nothing I could do to equate to the pain you caused me.

Then I found out your infidelity caused that women’s pregnancy. And the child had down syndrome.

Enjoy your retarded baby, you should call him Karma.