From the first time to the last,

every time I said "I love you"

I meant it with all my heart

I loved you more each day

wishing we weren't apart

but in the end I got another broken heart

I sit and type this

in a very down mood

where nothing can bring me up

I think about death

the joy it would bring many

the hurt it'd cause few

people try to help me

I try to go along but

nothing can steer me away

I almost cry

but think of the happiness you have

and go numb

I think about it

wonder where I'll go

maybe drugs will truely love me

Maybe another will come

maybe I'll die in my sleep

I can only dream...