Not This Time

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Nothing will grow from this notion

I promise you that much affection

My heart can’t take the pain anymore

So to save me I won’t open that door

It’s the only fair thing to do

Because I don’t want not to be loved by you

I need someone to at least give back

The feeling that I’m giving out

I’m not making a fool of myself once more

I’ve been through all that before

No, I don’t want that pain again

Or the torture that will always remain

I know that you don’t want me

You made that perfectly clear

So remove whatever’s in your mind

I’m telling my heart not this time