To the one i loved before

you said you love me once before
but never seemed to care
you're loving someone else than me
you said you're always there

i gave you all and everything
you thanked me for the time
you didn't give me anything
still you're part of my life

I showed myself, the real me
don't care if no reply
i loved you from a silent heart
you'll find it real my eye

i'm loving and not giving up
but one night with a tear
i listened as you say goodbye
even if it's not clear

i moved on but the love remained
still hoping you'd come back
but then i knew there is no hope
all turned to white and black

i moved and fell for someone else
still feeling just the same
i love him so like i once had
because you never came

you never showed, you never called
i fell for him much more
my feelings for you still stayed, but
i love him like before

one day i read a note from you
and wondered "what is this?"
i heard of what i think i've heard
i'm who you love and miss???

i don't know if i should believe
of what they just told me
i don't know what to say or do
how could you let this be?

you said you love me truly now
it's so hard on my part
and how am i supposed to say
there's someone in my heart...

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c.2003