I've been up too late and my mind is overworking. So, as I've thought about this past year I need to say I'm sorry to someone.

I'm sorry I strung you along before I made the right choice.

I'm sorry we were such children.

I'm sorry I didn't see that confronting you wasn't the best way.

I'm sorry I was a bad girlfriend.

I'm sorry I believed you when you said you didn't like me at first.

I'm sorry I said no the first time you asked me out.

I'm sorry I let my friends influence our bit.

I'm sorry I made you so sad.

I'm sorry other people's opinions caused me doubts.

I'm sorry I always made fun of you for being young.

I'm sorry I ruined everything.

I'm sorry you ever had to deal with me.

I'm sorry I couldn't be enough.

I'm sorry I wasn't satisfied with just texts.

I'm sorry I couldn't tell you what I wanted.

I'm sorry I'm so insecure.

I'm sorry we never talked.

I'm sorry I made you unhappy.

I'm sorry that I wasn't good enough to hold hands with.

I'm sorry I wasn't good enough to kiss.

I'm sorry I compared you to someone you aren't.

I'm sorry I hurt whatever part of your heart I had.

I'm sorry I can't tell you this to your face.

I'm sorry I never really told you why.

I'm sorry I stopped it over text message.

I'm sorry I'm so selfish.

I'm sorry I like cliche.

I'm sorry I'm saying this so late.

I'm sorry. Really I am.

I'm sorry you're even more sad.

I'm sorry I'm not what you wanted.

I'm sorry I never got to know your secrets, and vice versa.

I'm sorry it didn't last so long.

I'm sorry I went crazy at school.

I'm sorry I said that stuff in fron of you.

I'm sorry I'm older.

I'm sorry I never said I love you.

I'm sorry I can't say that I do.

I'm sorry that I don't.

I'm hoping that person knows who I'm talking to and gets it. I always felt bad because you always looked like you were going to cry around me and in Dallas you could barely stand being near me. It always felt like my fault. Maybe it was. But I just need you to know that it wasn't the fact that we never talked, it was the fact that I couldn't handle you sad so much. It hurt a bit that you were only that way around me. I really hope you find someone who makes you smile for no reason, someone that you think about the first thing everyday, and the someone that takes your breath away. On some level I did love you. But I don't think I could ever love you in a certain way. I'm very sorry for that too. Did you know? Is that what made you sad? Is it why, even as friends, we don't talk?

I'm sorry.