I wish you would learn to let me go.

Burn me down with the fire you have to achieve

what you couldn’t when I was around.

I want to cry loud enough to wake the neighbors.

I want to humiliate myself, so I want you to make it my fault.

Can’t help the time that I’m not listening.

It’s the only way you won’t be able to find me.

Announce to the world that I’m pronounced lost,

instead of telling the world that you love me.

I want to hold you until I break.

So why would you want me back in the first place?

Smiling cause I know you know better that there’s nothing wrong.

I keep eating up the things my stomach protests upon.

I want to swallow the ugliness of my sentences.

I want to sing the best parts I’ll play for you.

But not all with a full mouth.

You always told me to spit it out but for the unlikely reasons.

I can’t, and I know that shouldn’t be an excuse.

Try to stop me crying now, I know you’re getting

a stomachache because of it.