1I decided to let you in

just to see how it would feel to be alive

through pain you give me this

suffocation at it’s best

while I just lie

still and submissive beneath

the hand that crushes my breast

punishment to build me up again

so what, you took it too far

and now I’m hurt and bruised

don’t feel regret,

just know that I’m the one amused

when you thrust between my legs

and called me dirty names

I shivered neath your brush

and reveled in the shame

left delightfully hurt by your emotionless touch

and when you filled all of me

I came in moans of pain

sadistic, but never enough to satisfy

this insatiable need to be

your masochistic friend

so hurt me,

hurt me, my sadist

just hurt me again