Why is it I, feel like the sky

Won’t start the hide, the life inside…

Can not think it false

as it drums like impulse

the undead desires

I mouth your name

beneath the rain

wondering why it’s still sweet

as if we never changed

You look at me

In deep wanting

And receive

Pre-rehearsed smiles

I know that I’ve drifted far

but why is far so wrong to stay?

why should I destroy these strong four walls

for the gamble of the day?

Or that raging look

Did you forget the things you took?

when we fell apart like

broken lovers do

do I set your heart

in a hopeless bind

when I turn on my heel

And when I seek

all but your smile

Doesn’t it wake

your heart in zeal?

well, I can’t let go

of the sunshine I’ve grown

just to overthrow

it to uncertain seas

for you were my hope…

my one, lonely hope…

Through secret seas

You swim to me

Inside my dreams

Reoccurring

Its hard to deny

Can’t conceal my lies

You‘re amongst deep fantasies

So do I go on alone?

Walk farther from home

Seeking parts of me that have long gone

Within deep snow

Will I find what I’m looking for?

Or was it all a fool’s goal?

I’ve done just fine

Without you mine

So why do aged feelings

Breathe new?

and if it dew can spell out time

am I just frozen in unsaid truth?

Oh, for that look in your eye

That takes me to far skies

Should I let it all go

for something I don’t know

It’s sweet how you say

the past should stay under our feet

But I find true temptation in

the way you walk me through this street

Do you think I’ll fall for your smile

While I’ve been for such a while

Is it okay to trust you cuz once...?

you were my hope

You were my hope

I know that I’ve gone far

and far is where I seek to stay

why demolish all I’ve made

when once upon you turned away?

Do I really need your eyes

To pour into mine?

Oh, just to give me a short-term place

I am my own hope...

you are not my hope.