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Betsy 3
Betsy III!
Hola Girlies!
Welcome to Betsy 3! New and improved.
I decided that since Betsy II had caused us to lose a member (Kayla) that we should start over fresh.
Is that ok with ya‘ll?
Rules (add on if want):
1) Keep boy talk to a minimum. (This one’s to make u happy Quackers)
2) Try not to gossip (unless it’s non-hurtful)
3) Be honest!
4) Whatever’s said in Betsy stays in Betsy
5) Let’s try and not swear a little’s okay
(I’m giving up swearing for lent )
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So I’d like to “formally” take the blame for driving Kayla away from Betsy - I just wish she’d said something sooner. Oh well let’s just forgive and forget.
I hope the notebook is still going on. It’s like my diary! (Plus I’m closer to you both)
So here’s a little tid-bit of my strange day:
So I’m at lunch, having a short chat with Roger. All of a sudden he says something along the lines of “I’m sorry your mom is dead.” This may sound completely normal and everything, but what’s weird is that he
found out! I’ve never mentioned my mom at all or told him she was dead. So who told him? And why? Sorry, I now you drc (don’t really care) but it’s been bothering me since lunch.
Sorry both of you didn’t make it in the musical (or did u make it Quackers? I’m too stupid to figure it out) - but don’t let it get you down! You both are amazing & I 3 ya bunches + bunches even if you aren’t in the play. Oh, yea - Bubbles, don’t go stealin’ my nickname! Lol. Jk. Hope you guys had a slightly happier and non-confusing day than I did... ‘But the sun’ll come out, tomorrow. Bet your bottom dollar that tomorrow, there’ll be sun!’ Or however it goes. LOL
Here’s a poem I wrote for Roger’s B-day card- very late on 1/12: (but it’s for you two too!)
When I’m sad,
You listen.
When I’m happy,
You celebrate with me.
When I’m angry,
You sit patiently + pretend to agree.
When I’m jealous,
You tell me he’s and idiot + that I deserve better.
When I say or do something stupid,
You laugh your butt off and call me crazy.
But none of that matters (though it’s important)
Cuz we’re friends and that’ll never change!
That’s for u girlies! 3 Ya!
Drama Queen
Ok, happy...over. I noticed that all you guys care about is passing it around. “Do you have it? Who has it? It’s my turn.” and maybe you guys are excited about it but we can talk verbally, too. And maybe using the old one is easier to pass, but then again, this one you can rip pages out, and maybe that isn’t a good idea. And it might sound like I’m chewing you guys out... I’m not trying too. Now, I have a few things to say...
Quackers: As we get into High School, we will be closer. And we will be getting bf’s. Or maybe just me or maybe just you, but, if you took 5 more minutes to add a little eye shadow and mascara + maybe some hair gel, you would score a few good ones! And maybe make up isn’t your thing... I know you’re beautiful! At some points in the day, I look at you and see a goddess! But then you move I don’t see it any more... And this is what helps me, but when I look and feel beautiful, I have more confidence. And it’s up to you.
Drama Queen: You are beautiful now. You have brought out the angel in you. But you have to stop obsessing over Roger. There’s more fish in the sea! But maybe you don’t want to date a fish... Maybe if you give up on Roger and then let your heart open up to God, he will lead you to the right man. And I know it’s not easy (believe me. I’m still trying to get over my 4th grade love) but you have to try. Sure he’s
been there for you, but wouldn’t you rather move on and when Roger and Sam break up, she can come to you without you running to him? Than you can focus on comforting her like you did to me so many times. If I didn’t open up my heart after the break up in 6th grade, Henry + Tyler wouldn’t have come along.
Quackers you can do that too. Now I’m not trying to be be-otchy, or trying to preach, but it works. Show your inner beauty with the outer. The outer brings them in, but the inner makes them stay. sigh as for Sam, she is like me. She had many Bfs. And it’s true. You shouldn’t kiss and tell. (Especially when one of your friends likes your BF)
You both know we are all best friends forever! And you are allowed to have more than one best friend. And I’m sorry Quackers if I hurt you when I said I was going snow boarding with my best friend, but I haven’t seen her in a long time. We’ve been friends since diaper days. That’s why I said best friend. I should have said life long friend! LLF!
Ok I think I wrote enough. I hope you guys didn’t take what I wrote the wrong way. It took me all day to write all
I know this doesn’t look like much, but it took me almost 2 days to write it!
P.S Could we maybe not worry so much about this book? It’s not our life. It’s an accessory.
Bubbles
OMG Kelly + Reanna just came in and danced to Dragostea Din Tei to get bus passes from the science teacher. It was laugh my head of funny.
So Bubbles I’m not mad at your for saying that beauty thing. And Drama Queen you are beautiful. Ok Nick just came in and everybody was like, dance, so he danced and again it was funny!
Now Jeff came in and he broke through ppl and got out. Then they had Shane dance. Now a whole class came in but then they left and Ethan danced horribly!
We have to put together a skeleton on a rodent that we found in an owl pellet.
What’s with the #’s on the top of some of the pages?
P.S. Aaah my locker got jammed after first hour and I needed stuff in it cause we were working on a project.
P.P.S I have a major stomach ache right now, luckily its lunch time.
P.P.P.S - finally done now oh what’s written in blue is Friday’s. What’s written in pencil is Monday’s.
Quackers
Wow! Thank you both so much for saying I was beautiful! That really made my day. I’ve never been called beautiful by anybody except by my family. I don’t really consider myself beautiful, but everybody has their insecurities and I guess that’s mine. Don’t worry - this whole drama with Roger is going to stop. I’m trying a new system/theory. It’s sorta working... I’ll have to give it more time though. Did Sam tell Roger why she was mad at me or something cuz he’s not talking to me and its just... Confusing me. It’s like we’re not even friends and that upsets me. I know I sound like a complete drama queen and all - but that’s my name (it fits)
Pepsi should join the notebook, I already talked to her about it. I’ll take it home 2nite if you want to me add an L sticker.
Gotta Go-
Thanks for cheering me up!
Drama Queen
Bubbles
Gab away!
Drama Queen
Yo! What’s up?
It’s nice to be here. First things first,
I’d like to thank... me! Yay!
Yeah so, this whole Aaron thing is driving me nuts! I know I have to tell him, but I don’t want to hurt his feelings...Besides what if he becomes super hot in high school? Then what? God! Why can’t a hott guy ask me out? Anyways, my grades totally suck!
Lets see, d, d, c, c, c, b+ whooopee!
Yale, here I come! Not, anyways I am totally psyched for model U.N God, Aaron and Roger are going to be miserable! grins happily This is going to be fun,
Signing off,
Pepsi
the goldfish are coming!
P.s I feel a song coming on!
“I’m super girl, and I’m here to save the world.
But I want I wanna know, who’s gonna save me? (3x)”
And thats all I remember! Wheeeeeeeee!
P.P.S I am so ready for spring break.
Ready? Set? TAN!!
Or shop, depends where you’re going...
Glad u joined. Ok me and some friends made this list that compares dogs and guys its so funny. I’m going to put it on my myspace. in choir right now I really like this song, it goes like this:
No time to tarry here,
No time to wait for you.
No time to tarry here,
For I’m on my journey home.
Ok so im going to talk to my mom about having a girls nite this Friday. But it will start at 5 and end at like 2 the next day cause we would sleep in late. I’ll tell ya’ll the more bout it tom. if I can have 1 cause my grades are so bad she might not let me. I have a B, B, B, A, B+ and a C! And my mom expects me to get all A’s…
Quackers
Guess what! Roger’s talking to me again! Apparently, he “forgot” about me and “hasn’t seen me the past 4 days”! Have I suddenly become invisible or something? Oh God please no! I’m too pretty to become invisible! LOL JK. Ok- thats my ramble on Roger. End of ramble (I promise)
I’m worried about Sam (I know im pessimistic right now) but she’s so scared about losing Roger. And you know on day, that will happen. She’s going to be heartbroken - as anybody would be - but if you already decide you’re scared to lose him, its probably going to be 100x worse. And I know she’ll have us (and her other friends) to comfort her + pick up her broken heart and attempt to help mend it. But its still going to be horrible.
Bells gonna ring.
YA-
Drama Queen
YES she waited!!
It was soo funny! This morning me, Paige, Erin, Olivia and Spencer secretly decorated our math teachers door! Its his birthday on Sat. Then we decorated Spencer and Olivia and then ran in the room yelling HAPPY BIRTYDAY! And this morning we were also supposed to have a dance off in the science room but no one danced so our science teacher put on a fat dancing hippo in a thong on the projector screen and said it was our math teacher! It was sooo funny!
Ug I have a cold and in a few weeks my aunt is coming! (If you know what I mean!)
BUBBLES
Aww... U poor thing! It sux completely, at least for me. I know Quackers is supposed to have this but I had to say a lil’ something.
Hope I can come 2morow nite!
Ya Chicas Drama Queen
-Bubbles
-Angie
-Monica
-Drama Queen
-Pepsi
-Kayla
-Jenny
-Lacey
But Angie and Pepsi can’t come sadly.
In science we were doing this gene test and Maddie doesnt know if she’s right footed or left footed so Sam C. Goes, kick me! Its hilarious. Ahh I’m a freak, I’m the only one in my color who’s a 7.
QUACKERS
But don’t you think that is what Roger is doing? Keeping us at his fingertips? Thats all I got to say. I was going to waste a whole page on him, but he’s not my problem anymore.
So I guess were watching that movie in Geo. What that movie is called. “Hotel Rwanda”? IDK, and I cant wait till the retreat. Logan better go to the retreat!! I have to see him! Its been a while. I want to talk to him, make sure he’s going to camp the same time I am. Am I acting to obsessive? I just like him a lot!
My Aunt decided to visit yesterday on the Snow Day. The first snow day in 7 years! I’m always full and in some sort of pain. I’m new at being a host.
And I’m sorry for keeping this for so long. And excuse my crabbyness and attitude. Blame hormones!!
Now I know why chocolate is a girls best friend.
It’s name is Her-shes!
And diamonds...
OOH! Break through! I know why ppl cant read minds! Its because our mind is the only place we are truly safe.
I should probably get writing on my book report now. Maybe when my girls advice (or just advice) book is done you ppl can read it!
P.S Why go through life un-noticed?
Bubbles
I give ya’ll permission to virtually slap me. I’m friends with Roger again! Due to the fact that he came up + talked to me... see I was gonna call our freindship quits and I did... Erin sent this to him for me via IM.:
I’m in this way too far
I’m about to break my own heart.
But I’m going to pretend I don’t care
Even though I know exactly what you’ll say
And I know that its’ too late
But I’ll say it anyway
Now I realize that I was wrong
That this was never ment to be
I shouldn’t of let it get this far
I tried so hard to be the one
But now I hate who I’ve become
And I know you do too
So I’m sorry
For being the bitch that I know you think I am
I was blessed knowing you, so thank you.
But he didn’t get it! Thank God! So anywho- I cant like, go shopping right after school cuz I have a dermatologist appointment but w/e. So Pepsi u cant go on Fri or sumthing?
That sux.
Ya Quackers and Bubbles I’ll call ya’ll 2nite or maybe Bubbles u should 2eay call us or sumthing - idk. Ugh we’re learning about the male reproductive system today in health. UGH
Later - time to be disgusted
Love Ya’ll
Drama Queen
p.s uh gross... now we’re talking about blue balls again. OMG! This is disturbing. Why cant she just say it happens like when they get turned on or something? OMG! Find my happy place! Find My Happy Place! FIND MY HAPPY PLACE!
FIND MY HAPPY PLACE! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
Ok - I’m done! sigh
pps ok- so Roger knows my mom’s dead - idk how much he knows thou. Should I tell him my story or not?
Lalalalalalala... Geo is boring. We’re having a super easy test right now- I finished in like, 10 min.
Okay I’ll stop now... I’m probably boring you to tears...
Pepsi-
Geez, did you guys skip me on purpose?
Grrr... ok im better. Yeah Roger’s mad at me but whatever. Live for the day.
Okay so I found this note in my sisters room.
Its says -
Casey,
Ali and I had sex
but the condom broke,
Can you get us a pill just to be safe?
It doesnt say who it was from but I am so black mailing her. Anyways I just TiVod a bunch of movies about lephrachauns but no gold toothed leprachauns... sigh anyways I’m hanging out with Aricka this weekend. So... no need to invite me to whatever it is you’re planning. And bubbles I totally agree about the Hersheys whenever im surfing the crimson wave (which is probably going to start on Thrusday) I buckle down with the essentials.
Chocolate
sappy romance books
lifetime for woman the TV channel
tea
hot water bottle (for the cramps)
Motrin (also for the cramps)
IT totally works, anyways,
Quakcers have you had your period yet?
Just curious, yeah.
Pepsi
Apparently cute boys do drop from the sky
I think we skipped Quackers! LOL
Drama Queen, I do know how Roger found out your mom was dead.. sighI I told him. And I’ll tell you the story:
We were talking online. He was complaining, again, about how much his life suxed. He was complaining about how no one elses life was worse than his. He was making me mad so I said that your dad never lets you go anywhere and that your mom was dead. I tmade him shut-up, but after I said hta ti felt terrible and that I betrayed your trust. But it wasn’t like I couldn’t take it back. I’m sorry I lied to you at lunch, but I didn’t know what to say. I didn’t want you to be mad at me. And I’m sorry, I’ll even give you a field of flowers! And diamonds! And chocolates! And a TEDDY BEAR!
How come no one ever talks about the same thing? Hey! Maybe we can have Erin’s party at my house! I’ll have to ask... I think she deserves a party after we kidnap her! Muhahaha!! We are learning about Pedigrees in science. Hmm, I wonder if I’m a purebred...LOL
oops!! Bell rang! G2G!
BUBBLES
P.S Still Sorry!
P.P.S Yay! My Channhassen Dinner Theatre camp starts Monday! And yes call me DQ! Need to shop!
P.P.P.S We should write the date on these entries.
No Pepsi I haven’t gotten my period yet. Thank God there isn’t a boy in this book! So I’m like, totally confused in math right now. Ok and DQ? I feel really bad about your mom and I don’t mean to get any sympathy or anything, but my grandfather died and my dad didn’t tell me till a year later. And he lives in North Carolina.
Ok yea I cant go to anything Friday unless I get a ride. Sorry. But I really want to come and yea we should totally go St. Patrick’s Day shopping Thursday but that’s 2morow so we got ta figure it out 2nite. And sorry I know ya’ll might be mad at Roger right now but I have no reason to be. Ok now I like VMK (virtual magic kingdom) and I play it like everyday. Totally weird I know but who isn’t?
Ok I have nothing else to talk about right now so bye.
P.S ok so sometimes I get cramps but thats like when I run around a lot and have either eaten too much or not enough.
P.P.S here’s the order, DQ-Pepsi-Bubbles-then me again.
P.P.P.S is it me or is Angie getting like, really into this stuff with the party? She wont stop talking about it. I think she’s getting just a tad annoying.
QUACKERS
Don’t worry Bubbles - I’m not mad. I wasnt ever even planning on being mad at the person who told him. So don’t worry. I just wish you had told me at lunch. I don’t care that you told him... well maybe a little cuz I don’t think he got the whole story and now I don’t think he wants to talk about it again. Besides it was awkward enough talking to him about it today.
That would be amazing if we could have Erin’s party at your house Bubbles. But would I be a sleep over thing or just like a hang out? Anywho- we need to get planning tonight. I have church 5:30 till ike 6:15 or sumthing so I’ll try to call right after school 4:30 or so. Pepsi doesnt want to come so here’s the list:
-ME
-Angie
-Quackers
-Erin (no duh!)
-Bubbles
Umm.. Is that all? Idk, that would be really easy if it was. So... are we going to decorate her locker too? I have extremely funny pics of her. Hehehe..
Quackers
Guess what! I get my IM back when the DOW( a stock) reaches 12,000. Its at like, 11,151.34 right now, it raised 75.32 from Friday to Monday (it’s “closed” on sat. and sun.) if it keeps up the high numbers, I’ll have it an aprox. 11 days! Haha, don’t ask, my dad’s weird.
Pepsi-were any of those poems you showed mein Geo about me? Please be honest. Um... nothing else to say er...uh...SONG LYRICS! YAY! Now to think of some, oh- here’s one by yours truly!
Verse 1:
Memories slip away, like wisps of smoke
I thought I needed you back then
but now I need you the most.
Chorus:
Can you hear me calling out your name?
Tears running down my faceAs I think of you (and nothing else)
Can you see me in all this pain
As when you left me (all my myself)
Verse 2:
This smile is just a mask I hide behind
Nobody understands what I’ve been through
I’m here with out you!
Repeat Chorus
Verse 3:
All alone here now
without you by my side
you’re not here to dry my eyes
broken down on the ground
screaming out your name
can you hear me
Verse 4:
Calling out your name
Knowing that I’ll never see you till im dead
a broken heart that knows the truth
and empty promise between me and you
Verse 5:
So alone now
thinking of you
so changed now
all because im without you
Repeat Chorus
So what do ya’ll think? Okay I’m done now- I took up way to many pages!
Drama Queen
3/16/06
Blah! News update! I will go to the party! See ya’ll there! Okay, Geo is sooo boring! Bleh! OMG! I miss my BFF Shannette... she’s been my bff since we we’re 3 years old. Here mom was my nanny. Anyways, so confuzzeled... I thought mary wasn’t friends with Lindsey B. Anymore? ... so confused. Yeah health was disgusting, choir was weird, and we get to dissect a sheep’s heart in science! YES! I always am excited about that. I want to be a doctor.. So this is good.
Pepsi
Those were the shortest entries ever! Except DQ. Angie hasn’t talked about the party to me... just about what she is going to get her...
OMG! The buses are going to be late?! 15 minutes?? GOSH! That means we’ll get home around 4:30! Not much time to get to the mall, but you ppl might not care since it’ll be Friday when you read this.
I’m sitting here in the hall “reading” a book with a bunch of other ppl. Aly, Callie, Abby, Rita, Sam, Danny, Sammy, Laila...I think that’s it. You know, I have a teeny-tiny crush on Sam, but just a little. Hey! Are we still doing the In and Out list thing? How about thats my deal, Quackers does...idk. Pepsi does jokes and DQ does morals.
We are reading Star Split. Its about cloning ... its really weird.
Bubbles
HAPPY
B-DAY
ERIN!!
Ok I just wasted a whole page! Ok it was sooo fun playing secret agent after lunch in the halls! Me & Tanya & Megan were hiding from Pepsi behind the poles! It was soo fun! I was like a secret agent!
-5th hour/ Ug we have a quiz in Spanish. I have Spanish, well my teacher.
OMG! Pepsi, you know when I said hi to you in the hall? Well Matt was right behind you and he thought I was talking to him! LOL, at least I think he did... idk. I’m not his friend or talking to him anymore cus he just treated me like nothing was wrong...
Wow that quiz was easy. Srry I have been keeping this for a while. OMG! We have to do an oral report?! Anyways, I have been working on the guide a lot. I want you guys to read it so bad but I’m not finished. I probably wont be.. The guide is a mix of everything. I even threw in a scary story! LOL
3/20/06
Why is it always me who holds this the longest? Maybe I’m just lazy..
3/21/06 -1st hour
OMG! You know my Channhassen Dinner Theatre classes I take every Monday!? Well Michael is in it!! And Luke!! In my group! And yes they did act stupid like always.
The penny war was fun!
I think I had this book for a month now and you all forgot about it!
LOL
BUBBLES
P.S. Quackers, we are watching Hotel Rwanda 2day. Pepsi-I don’t think you are sick, you skip periods all the time.
P.P.S We also captured Garth this morning. We brought him back where he belongs! (He had a schedule change)
In
Kidnapping
Pennies
Missing ur period
Out
Schedule changes
dollars
Getting ur period
Ok so I think we should write our names that the beginning and end of our entry.
Sorry but I got this at lunch and Jenny kept looking over my shoulder.
Bubbles- Holy shit you like Sam G.?? y didn’t you tell us?
Ok so we’re doing this fish bowl thing in english where you go up and tap someone on the shoulder and take their place and you talk about the book were reading. Becasue I participated I got a Laffy Taffy!
So ya I like your lyrics DQ, very ncie. I’m going to bring in stickers 2morow to put on this.
Love Ya’ll!
Quackers
P.S We should go to the mall Friday nite before girls nite or something. I want to get a haircut.
Quackers- I guess you forgot our convo about girls night last fri - I’ll tell ya ‘bout it later. You want to go to the mall and drag us algong to watch you get your haircut?! lol. I’m getting a haircut on Fri the 1st. Any ideas? Should I keep the layers or not? I don’t want to get it cut like short I 3 long hair! I feel so pretty with long hair! I know I’m gonna get my bangs cut so they actually look like bangs again! I need a straightener so bad cuz my hair gets all forward flippy looking and it pisses me off. Ok done about my pretty hair lol!
OMG you guys! I think I like George!– like really like him! But I’m scared he doesn’t like me that way– thats what he told Bubbles right? Ut he thinks I still like his butt hole of a little brother Mikey! Mikey was so last July! Not march! Lol. I’m so over him. I doubt anything will happen between me and George. Just like me and Roger!
What should I say u guys if Roger asks me out? I mean... I still like him a little bit...but I... I just don’t want to get u guys mad me for saying yes. He’s already hurt me but... idk what I’m saying...
My daddy’s taking me shoppnig today! YAY!
NEW CLOTHES!
Ok– I’m done! Bubbles – DON’T KEEP THIS FOR MORE THAN 1/ 2 the school day 2morrow! You take way – – to long! Lol. Bub, we still ya!
Buh–bye!
Love Ya’ll
Drama Queen
Mostly I forget…….
Quackers you got candy!? We didn’t….. and yeah.
DQ, you never know… he could like you. I’d write more but the bell is about to ring. You know I kind of like Sam.
3-22-06 1st Hour
DQ, I really need info about Sunday and U Can Danz summer camps so I can dance there with you!
And I don’t know what to say about George. I’ve read many books about guys and I’ve been friends with a ton of guys so I know a tiny bit. If he was making you jealous by liking me he would tell me not to tell you that he asked me out. Then I would have something from you and that would make you jealous because I barely know him.
And maybe he is doing this to make you jealous….. I am still learning…. So do flip on me.
Gosh this movie is really hard to watch……
-3rd Hour
DQ, you have to understand that there is a possibility that he did like you in July, but then maybe he changed and now he doesn’t like you. I think you’re getting the feeling that I’m ‘stealing’ George from you. But I’m not. And what’s wrong with me liking him as a friend? I do know most about him, his school and what he’s taking next year……. But I don’t know as much as you…..apparently… and if you wanted Kyle to yourself, you shouldn’t of introduced us… idk…
Bubbles
P.S.
In
Rwanda
Participating
Out
Candy
Ok I forgot what I was writing anyways I forgot the stickers again. Ahh ok my math teacher was like really angry yesterday so I brought cookies for him today and don’t even think about calling me a teachers pet
- Quackers
P.S.
In
girls night
Out
5 day weeks
P.P.S Done now
3/23/06 1st hour
I refuse to conform to the in/out poll on the grounds that a) I have no idea what it is and b) It hinders my creative message. So there! Yeah, you guys have a problem with forgetting to give me the notebook. Anyways, my uncle Timmy is visiting this weekend, I haven’t seen him since he got out of prison so I really missed him.
Ok, no offence DQ but I hate Meghan! She bugs the crap out of me! Grrr… Time for my little rant….
OMG! Life sux!! Why, you might ask? I’ll tell you why! My sister is mentally sick and we cant do anything about it, my mom is on the verge of a complete mental breakdown from stress and worry, my dad had cancer and is in danger of a heart attack, I’ve got that little midget Meghan pissing me off, and everynight I am lulled to sleep by the peaceful screams of my sister threatening to kill herself Every night. And the math teacher asks me if I’m okay? Oh yea, I’m fine.
Is it any wonder that I have a therapist?
calms down by imagining that she’s strangling Meghan
Ok I’m better..
DQ: Get over it! Its just a guy! Guys don’t have souls! They’re just for our amusement! And who cares if he asked Bubbles out? She said no for god’s sake! Its just a stupied guy! Its nothing! Okay.. sorry if that seems mean, but its how I feel.
And if the girls night is this weekend then it’s a no go for me. I have to spend time with my convicted ex-con godfather. But its okay cause he’s my godfather, not really my uncle, and my god-brother, Declan is so adorable! Ya know I have godfathers who were on the run from the law and fled the country for several years, and got caught. But that’s it because, unlike harry Potter, im not a angry crybaby “oh, my parents are dead! No one knows how I feel..” Bleh.. stupid asshole. Whatever, im hanging out with liz this weekend.
Anybody catch the last episode of Lost? I personally thought that sun getting pregnant was an excellent twist. Also, I had no idea Anna Luisa mistook someone for one of the others and killed him.. I really hope that guys hot air balloon so they can let him out of the hatch.
Yeah, in case you haven’t noticed. I’m PMSing. Yes, after several late days my aunt flo came.
THIS REMINDS ME OF A QUOTE!
News anchor on family guy: Yes, I’m sure you and your brother are quite sad about the loss of the two headed baby that could have been.
Wow, I wrote all of this in just 1st hour!
Now that’s speed writing!
PEPSI
Lets have all girls wear mood rings, so we know just what they are thinking….. Reliant K Mood Rings,
P.S. Bubbles! I wanna read the guide! I came up with it!
In
The Guide
Ex-con family members
Out
Quacker’s Cookies
Math
Okay okay, I know I said I wouldn’t do the poll, but I had to check it out.
Tune in next time for the next exciting installment in Pepsi’s life! Ciao! blows kiss
Hey my Beautiful girls!
Wow- this notebook is getting completely bitchy (no offense to ya’ll but Quackers is the only one who hasn’t taken part of it) so now its my turn….. takes a deep breath
Bubbles – ok so maybe I thought you were “stealing” him from me yesterday…. But idk…. I guess I get protective of my guy friends just cuz I can totally be myself around them. But idc anymore… well maybe just alittle bit. I’m doing therapy – although maybe I should find some bubble wrap instead… what I’m doing isn’t exactly healthy. But you
know that George is amazing! That’s why I love him as a brother – now that I think about it…. Kissing him would be sooo disturbing! So I guess I don’t like him or Roger anymore.
Pepsi – OMG! Words cant express how mad your entry made me! The Harry Potter ting was so insulting! That really hurt me. “Oh my parents are dead! Nobody knows how I feel…” HE ISNT A FUCKING CRY BABY! Nobody does know how it feels unless IT HAPPENS TO THEM! And news flash – if one of your parents died you’d most likely be the same way as him! “Get over it! Guys don’t have souls! They’re just here for our own amusement.”? That is the most insensitive thing someone can say! Boys aren’t toys! They’re human beings just like us!
Quackers – Call me tonight! AND GET YOUR BOOK PROJECT DONE! I guess that’s it for you….
3/23 – 4th hour – Drama Queen (still)
Bubbles + Quackers – what we talked about before math today… are we gonna do it? I was just wondering….
I’m so depressed right now. Like, I thought it was getting better but it just got pushed aside for awhile. Whenever I get really upset, I just hate my life with very fiber of my being and I want to cut or something. My dad’s no help at all + I cant talk to the stranger that I call step-mom + my dad’s wife at all. Like – I can talk to both of you about it cuz…. You guys always have my back.
OMG! I just went to the loo and my Aunt Flo came! Haha I thought it was gonna come tomorrow but today’s fine with me. NO CRAMPS YET! YAY!!
Gtg – test in French on Mon! Need to pay attention!
Air Hugs + Kisses!
Drama Queen
p.s. in group today (Grief + Loss) we were talking about what our weddings will be without our parent (mom for me) there. I already decided that my Aunt Linda will be in the “place” of my mom in it. I her like a 2nd mom + she was the one that held me when my mom died – (When I found out)
Hey my little bubbles! You guys really need to stop being so negative all the time! Life is a precious gift that we need to cherish! LOL I sound like an after school special….
Do I really dress like a slut? I hope not! I’ve been trying to dress like something a guy would like but DEFINITLY NOT a slut!
Ok, back to life. You only have one life to live, once chance, one voice, one soul, one window, one opportunity. So why waste it?
And sure cutting may feel good at the time but then you bleed, you can get infections and your body will look terrible in a bikini because of all the scars and scabs! I have one scar from a rock and I hate it! Sure, you think you’re the only one that hates life and wants to it, right? But you’re not! Everyone does! If you look around, I bet everyone you see thought of suicide but never went through with it! You never know what life will bring you, and all the things it does only make you wiser! Like me… I’ve gone through many tough things and I’ve learned to love life and forgive and forget!
6th hour – As for me, sigh I have a lot of enemies. Everyone hates me except my friends and family and maybe teachers. And you don’t know how much it hurts me to see you two (DQ and Pepsi) fight all the time! I just know that if you keep fighting you’ll be ripped apart and I’ll be stuck in the middle.
Listen, Pepsi, you need to be there for your sister. She is in a time of need and you need to show some compassion. And Meghan is our (DQ and I) friend. You need to respect that and that doesn’t mean you have to like her. Just don’t talk bad about her in front of us!
DQ- you also need to understand that Pepsi can have poinions and you can’t criticize them. We all need to flow freely and live like we love life!
After school-
Can we maybe switch girls nite to Saturday? I have to baby-sit on Friday nite….
I’m really bored, and this guy online keeps being sad and I’m trying to help…..
Who knows who won EP Idol? Grrr… I had so many things to say but I forgot….
Don’t you think that boys like blondes better than any other hair color? I don’t understand why…
I’m watching this new show called American Inventor. Its kind of sad because there are good inventions but the judges don’t understand how great they can be!
Now I’m watching a hidden camera show. They have ‘bullies’ ‘bullying’ a kid. But they are all actors, and they are doing an experiment to see if any bystanders will step in to help. At first no one really cared what was going on… until the bullies changed clothes! (The boy in red was hot dressed like a kid gangsta!) And instead of backing away like the scientist predicted, they started ganging up on the kids! And then they had a man physically and mentally abusing his girl friend in the park (actors) and only one person helped! Amazing, huh? But I still cant get over that kids! He was sooooo hott! In that hat and gloves… and jacket….. drools BRAVO! LOL
Ok this is the part where it gets ugly… not about you guys but….
Well I just think that Roger………………………………..and he just………………………………………with every ……………move……………………and Sam………………that she……………….and they………………………………….are ……………just…………………………………………….because…………………….but they also…………………….I just hate that……………………………..and that……………………………..I just cant………………………………………….!!
There I said it! I said all I needed to say! And that’s all I ever need to say.
Mmmmm… I want to be fabulash…….
I’m watching TV and its 9:51pm. I’m watching the movie where Whoopie Goldburg is a nun and a choir teacher… its so good.
OMG! I saw the kid in the red jacket again!! Hot, HOT, HOTT!!
OOOOHH! The Matrix is showing next week….
Ok I think I wasted enough pages…..
Bubbles
P.s. Whatever George said to you about him making you jealous wasn’t true, DQ. He just got you in a good mood and told me to tell you to get mad at him for that and not me. Idk, I guess you should talk to him about it all. I’m talking to him right now. He’s not trying to be mean but he thinks that 2 months on weekends wouldn’t be long enough to know A LOT about someone. He still wants to be friends. He told me that he likes you as a friend. He would of loved you like a sister until you said that girls were higher than boys. He got the impression that “We were their puppets” – (him speaking) and this is all coming from him. And this is only the third time I’ve talked to him. And trust me; the only thing we talk about pretty much is you, and mostly in a good way. I just hope that we can all just get along. Whoa! That sounded like a soap opera. LOL! I took up like… 7 pages!
Ok I’m going to learn now… And I still don’t know about Sunday, we’re going to my cabin.
Ok, so I totally feel left out with the George thing.
Pepsi- ok so that thing about guys was way overboard- you wouldn’t like it if boys said that about us would you? Also I agree with Bubbles you should comfort your sister right now.
DQ- So I think the thing with George needs to get done with and I feel bad with you cause all the guys who you like, like all of your friends. That’s sad…
Bubbles- it sucks that you cant do the girls night thing.
Ok so I’m going next Friday to leave for North Carolina and I get back the 7th of April. My flight leaves 3:20 so I might be able to have one next week on Thursday night…
Quackers
P.S. Don’t ever watch Hotel Rwanda it’s so saaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad. I’m practically crying.
P.P.S. I’m so excited for Spring Break its only in 6 ½ days.
5th hour 3/24/06 Pepsi
Okay, the guys have no souls thing was a joke to lighten the mood of what I was saying! Saturdays are no good, I’m baby-sitting.
And its hard to comfort my sister when she hit me just because I wore her shoes. She doesn’t like me. She’s tried to kill me before, and that’s when she’s in a good mood. She hit my mom last night over the stupidest thing. She’s been like this since I can remember. Comforting her would be like coating yourself in ketchup and lying beside a starving cannibal.
Next you guys have yet to see the ugly side of Meghan. I will never forget how she said that I had, on my own broken into a locker and stolen. Which was not true, she had been using me she had used me to get herself out of a web of her own making, I started hanging out with her because I felt bad that no one liked her! I thought she was my friend but she wasn’t! She called me horrible things behind my back, if you could only see her for what she is. But it doesn’t matter, she can’t touch me. And I won’t LOWER myself to meet her SHORT standards.
OMG! OMFG! WTF! WTHAITLT?!
Don’t ask…. Boredom is a dangerous thing. Random question: what would our desks look like if our knees bent the other way?
Okay for the record: Narcotic drugs, and motrin, do NOT MIX! I should know…
DQ is being extremely rude so I’m leaving now. hmph!
Over and out
Pepsi – Always fresh! wink
3/24 – 5th hour – DQ
Hi my Drama Queens
Ok- I know George is just a guy and all but I’m still hurt!
I’m fine just being friends with him! I wasn’t mad! But
now I am! He didn’t have to pretend to like me! That was really low on his part + I thought he’d never do something like that to me. It’s like a completely sick joke on my part and I feel like and idiot for falling for it. Thank you so much Bubbles for telling me! That’s a TRUE friend there!
I like hugs! They make me feel loved… which is something I don’t feel a lot lately. My dad is always yelling at me for something, and my step-mom never says anything to me, except when I ask her a ?. My family life sux right now. I don’t mean to complain but… I just needed to say that.
Girls night sounds fun for sat. it just sux that Bubbles and Pepsi can’t come. Oh well.. we’ll be missing you!
You know- I was thinking about last summer and George was right. Ashley + I did sorta use him as our “toy” and amusement first. And near the end of the summer we stopped cuz we both ended up liking him. Bubbles- you remember what I was like last year (boys – wise + street-smarts etc.) I’ve changed – haven’t I? I don’t use guys as my “toys” anymore! Ok maybe Scott a little more but hey
– he’s Scott! It’s cuz of Roger that I really came to respect guys more. They’re not all pervs (but Jay sure it)…. Ok – I’ll shut up about George… it’s making my stomach hurt….
This whole situation reminds me of a saying I love to death
HE BREAKS YOUR ,
TELLS YOU LIES,
WHY DO GIRLS
ALWAYS FALL FOR
THESE GUYS?
And another one:
“I hate you so much; it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate it when you lie. I hate the way you make me laugh and worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you’re not around and the fact that you didn’t call, but mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you at all.”
Ok – I’m done!
Ya’ll NO MATTER WHAT!
The Queen
of Drama
kiss kiss
IM OUT!
Hey my beautiful Bubbles!
Hey, the In/Out list is my trade mark! You guys cant steal it!!
And how come you guys hate Meghan so much? I like her…
So I’m sitting in my room and I’m so bored I want to poke my eyes out with his pen! I thought about calling you guys but there’s nothing to talk about.
Grr.. I have homework for my drama classes. I have to write down an embarrassing moment and goals. I also have to choose a monologue or a song to perform… here’s the monologue I chose…
Joni: Yeah, I’m really happy that the truth is out at last! Yeah, he gave me this ring. (Holds out hand) It belonged to his mother so you know, it seemed right. Right, it’s incredible, I know, my first film and I’m nominated for an Oscar, I can’t believe it, it’s been an amazing year. Well, I’ve known Tom since I was tiny, so I’ve never been in awe of him or anything, and getting the film was nothing to do with our relationship because I had already got the part before all of this happened. Yeah, I met Iona a couple times, and it was really terrible about the car crash and everything, but I think the relationship was more or less over by then. Decapitated. She never knew what hit her. I think I probably helped him to get over it. Well, it takes a bit of getting used to being over here in Beverly Hills with all the palm trees and everything, it’s not much like Hammersmith, I can tell you. And getting mobbed by fans and not being able to leave the house. I’ve had a couple of stalkers, you know, the usual, God it’s boring. I can’t go places like the supermarket anymore, but we have staff and everything. Would I take my clothes off on film? I think that’s a very difficult question, but yes, if the part demanded it-
What do you think? Totally me right? Or should I do the song
“Diamonds are a girl’s best friend”? I don’t know what to decide...
There I finished the goals + embarrassing moment… now I’m really bored!
3-26-06
So last night some nasty things happened. So me and my mom hat to run out to Brainerd, (which is really far away from my cabin, about 30-40 miles) to buy stuff for my sister. I probably shouldn’t tell you… ah what the hell! SHE HAD LICE! But now we got rid of them all. And it turns out, I got some from her! But we got rid of them, see, mine just started… but she had them for a while… ok, enough of that.
We went to the movie store before we went to our cabin and we rented six movies! Just Friends, Harry Potter, Yours Mine and Ours, and 3 others I don’t remember… I also brought up the Matrix, the 3rd trilogy. I’ll probably watch it on the way home today… and yes its rated R (jk, PG-13).
Its sooo boring up at my cabin! And I have to keep licking this pen for it to work… or I have to write super slow… George hasn’t called me yet…
DQ, if only your dance thing was at 3 I would be able to see it! And I really want to. Not because of Ice, (well maybe a little) but I just might go to your dance studio! I want to see if its something I’ll do…
3-26-06 9:40pm
Hello again gurlz.
You kno I really wish I was there last night to hang with you guys!
So spill! You have to tell all the juicy secrets and all the phone calls made and the details details details! Did you call George? Did he call you? How late did you stay up? And, the most important, was Ice at the mall?!
You know, about him… I’m starting to think were not ment to be. I mean, sure I have feelings for him. Everytime I see him my knees buckle, my breath goes on vacation and my heart melts into a puddle around my feet. But lately I haven’t seen him or talked to him and I don’t even know if he’s going to camp in August! But I we weren’t supposed to be, then why did I meet him? How come every time we talked I felt so comfortable around him, almost as I feel around you guys! Weird, I know, but the wise needs the wise to wise out my problems. If I’m so good at helping people and solving problems than why cant I solve mine?!
Well, I have nothing more to spill, nothing more to write. So I bid thee farewell, so long and good night!
Bubbles
the
Angel
P.S. I like my new name. I really feel like an angel! You probably don’t think I am, but Jesus was the son of God and he still was killed because no one believed him… (well almost did)
In
Licking pens
Buffed nails
Girls fights
Out
Flower pens
Nail polish
Girls nights
P.P.S. Can you ppl please not do an In/Out list? I started that and I called it! Find you own special thing to do…
“You only have one life, one chance, one opportunity, one glance. One ear, one voice, one future, one past. That’s all you get, so make it last!” – Yours truly, Bubbles the Angel!
So cute quote Bubbles the Angel did you write that yourself? I know I laughed at the name change but I like it, it is you.
So yeah ok girls nite was fun but we only got 4 hours of sleep. I didn’t get the disk thing in the wine boxy thing but he was nice enough to give me one anyways.
So I have like nothing else to talk about. Oh girls night so we called Roger, (as DQ), played a little DDR and watched movies (a little High School Musical, a little Cow Bells, a
little Madagascar, and all of Charlie’s Angels) that’s basically all we did. Ok so I asked Roger what he expected out of a girlfriend and he said everything but sex. How gross is that?!
-Quackers
P.S. oh thank god we finished Hotel Rwanda in Geo today that’s a sad movie. I finished my jelly bean machine.
Bonjour Dramatique Reihes!
Bubbles- why does it matter if we do the in/out list too? I suggested it, too. And a couple weeks ago you were reminding us to do it, too. Oh whatever. I’ll do quotes at the end of my entry so don’t steal it!! (or it might be a line from a song.)
George….. ooohh George scowlsHe has not gotten on my good side. I never thought I’d come to despise him. All his “lake” girls are shunning him at the moment… ha ha. Too bad for him. This whole thing could have been avoided if he didn’t tell me he liked me – when he did. Well, it’s his loss right? But yeah we (Erin + I) talked to George when we went to the Cedar Ridge Carnival Saturday. We actually were out on the playground. He was on speakerphone so we could both hear him (and I also happened to be on speaker phone so Mike could hear everything I said – which is when I say “oh shit”) He was sooo insulting (Mike). But George was like all “cool” like he didn’t even care that I was hurt of what he did – he didn’t even say sorry! Oh well – guys never do that (Except for Roger). Hey – its in the past now so I’m gonna push it aside….for now.
Haha Quackers…. “Shoooooeeee!” LOL
That was HILARIOUS! Oooh – Bases. That’s funny too Quackers: “3rd base is a girl sticking her hand down his pants and a boy sticking his hand up her shirt. Roger: “I don’t have bases.” Lol
I’m out girlies
“Call my name and save me from the dark”
Drama Queen
kiss kiss
p.s. ugh. I have the HUGE headache right now and I think I have a fever. If I am sick – I guarantee I got it from Pepsi cuz she was school feeling sick like all last week. Damn…
p.p.s girls night on Thursday Quackers? Cuz that we would be amazing since I wont see you till you get back – btw d’ya want to have girls night the Friday you get back (I could ask if we can have it at my house…. If you wanna to go to bed at mid-night ) Let me know. Oh I’m bored (and trying to take up the rest of this page so I’m going to be random) Time to sing (not literally)
‘It’s the start of something new
Oh crap…. I don’t know the rest of it nvm.
Oh crap, I got to go! LOL, nvm. Mrs. Barnes is going to the bathroom.
Can you guys PLEASE not talk about girls nite around me? It’s bad enough I had to miss it but I also had to disinfect TWO
HOUSES! But hearing Quackers trying to set those Geese on fire was
LMAO type material! Too bad I missed it… now I g2g! Talk 2 you ppl after lessons!
Ok I’m done, but now I have to leave! Lol, leave school that is…
3-28-06 – Advisor
So I got almost all my signatures…. I Kind of don’t feel good. Its probably because I didn’t eat a lot of dinner last night or breakfast either. I hate being so hungry that you feel like you’re gonna vomit! But then when you start eating you get REALLY hungry!
1st Hour-
OMG! I hate Paige, she just told the whole class the wrong definition of “scorched earth policy”. ‘They are using it to drive them out’, NOT the definition!
-4th Hour
So, Justin in my Science class thinks Brad likes me… what an idiot! He doesn’t like me! He has a gf… doesn’t he? I’m sure he is still going out with Becky. He uses my pen a lot… I shout get that boy a pencil! Lol
YAY I GOT MY FIRST MATH STICKER!!
It’s when you get an A on a test or quiz. AND I GOT IT ON A QUIZ! And it’s a scratch-n-sniff, it smells like cherry…no….strawberry…no… CHERRY!
3-29-06 3rd hour – Science
I know I’ve had this for a while, but I don’t know what to say. But I don’t want to give it awa too soon…
Now I have to take a HUGE test! Wish me luck…
-Later –
Ok, I’m pretty sure that I failed that test… You know, I really want to know why everyone stares at me, not just boys but girls too! (Mostly boiz..) I don’t get it. Do you guys know?! And I think Matt is going out with Sarah (if that’s how you spell it..) So I’m going to let him go. I don’t think he’s worth it anymore.
I guess that’s all for now… and again I’m sorry I’ve had it for a while…
In
Waiting 4 Betsy
toiz
stickers
Out
Asking 4 Betsy
boiz
Boring pages
Bubbles the Angel
P.S. I don’t think Roger learned his lesson..
Did you know there are
No snakes in Ireland?
5th Hour – Konnichiwa soda products!
6th, okay, I’m curious, DQ what did Meghan do? Hey! That rhymed! Awesome.. Seriously though, You should have known Meghan was bad news. Everyone else ded. And FYI DQ, I’ll write, when I WANT TO! Not to fit your schedule! humphs and turns away J.K.
I’ll try and hurry up…
I’m free on Friday if anyone wants to do anything other than that I’m gone in Puerto Rico for all of Spring Break. Which would be awesome, if not for the following factors: A. I cant hang with chicas! B. My family is coming.. Every singe “Family” vacation we’ve ever taken always ends with my sister either threatening to kill herself with a roll, or beating me up. One time in Italy she slammed me into a wall at the hotel. My mom will pretend she doesn’t know us, my sister will be throwing a tantrum and my dad will shake his head and try to calm Casey down. Everyone’s staring.. then there’s me. Standing there knowing that all the spectators are think “oh, her older sister must be retarted”
But on the bright side, I love buffets, and Hotels are full of them! So while the police are trying to get my sister to put the flaming midget rubber chicken down, I wont be hungry and will be able to fully appreciate the seriousness of my current situation. This may upset you guys, but after living with a family as dysfunctional as mine, you get used to these kinds of situations..
Okay I just want to go home and bake! Sometimes I get these weird urges to bake. My mom does too which is why we have all these mizes in our pantry. I think I’ll do cookies today.. or maybe apple tarts.. yum! Unfortunately, I have tutoring after school.. or I can pretend I forgot.. but I’d better not. I’ll suffer through whilst dreaming of succulent, juicy strawberries dipped in milk chocolate, surrounding an apple crumb toasted to a golden brown, it’s sugary crumbs shiny with melting butter, oh god! I’m starting to drool.. tutoring better be short tonight… Pepsi need SUGAR!
RAWR! turns into the she-hulk TO THE BAKERY! takes off
BTW, I need to go buy more brownie mix.. anyone know where I can get black nailpolish?
This is way off topic but has anyone noticed that Kyle looks like a leprechaun? Really he does! Especially after he accidentally stapled his hand,
I need to get out of here……
God I hate school..
And now I’ve made myself hungry…
I’m sad now……………………………………………..
cough……………………………..
tear………………………….
sob……………………………..
sniffle……………………………..
HUG ME!
God I’m lonely… I’m gonna go eat my feelings..
LOVE YA!
PEPSI (not afflicted with pepsitm)
Stupid Supreme Court made me
include a disclaimer!
Revelation of the day:
Kyle is related to a leprechaun,
The lawyers from Pepsi (not afflicted with my signature) are meanies..
I’m really hungry
YAY SPRING BREAK!
Love ya all! Mua! Mua! Xxxooo and all that jazz.., watch for me on Sodaholics Anonymous gone wild! We bare ALL the calories!
P.S. Revelation of the day, is mine…all mine…
Hello again. Sigh, looks like I’m stuck with Betsy for spring break…really sorry ‘bout that.
Hey ya’ll I made key chains for all of you in Tech Ed. Pepsi I would’ve made you a plastic one but I didn’t have enough time.. sorry.
I’m so excited that today is the last day of the quarter! I get to go to North Carolina for spring break. I’m going to take lots of pics to show you guys. I want to take Betsy with me if that’s ok with you guys. It would be like my journal and I think that would be cool. Its up to you guys though.
So yeah my mom said no girls night tonight. But it would be awesome to have one the Friday I get back. I get back in the morning so I think that would work.
I might be able to go back to the Tech Ed room after school to do more keychains. Sorry they are supposed to be sanded and finished but I wanted to finish them for you guys before I leave.
Quackers
P.S. I’m really gonna miss you guys down there I’ll call you when I can.
Hey my spoiled girls!
Pepsi and Quackers- you’re so lucky you’re going somewhere warm! I wanted a tan so bad! But I’ll have to wait for this summer now. At the moment I’m sitting in the waiting room of the counseling office waiting for group to start. Laaaaa! Bored…
Okay- I am so damn CONFUSED! Do I like Roger or not? Oops gotta go. I’ll be back!
3/30 – 6th Hour – Drama Queen
So back to Roger – I mean I love being his friend but… I don’t… I just don’t know if I like him or not? I know I sound pathetic, but hey – I cant help it. Help! You guys know me better than anybody else!
This sux.. Some asshole set off an Axe bomb like, right near my locker and it was spraying all over the place. And now my fricking hair smells like Axe. Ugh. Yucky. It was so funny in math today we were talking about tattoos and like all of us (Erin, Alex, Mary, and me) want to get one. I know that sounds like totally weird but there’s only one reason I want it… Well, I want a sun (either on my lower back or… idk somewhere else) Because my mom loved suns so much and I like want
to always have a.. symbol or whatever of her with me. Does that sound weird? Tell the truth ya’ll.
Roger’s April Fools jokes that Bubbles and I are playing on him are so funny. He actually believes that Bubbles is going out w/George and I’m going out with Mike (his little brother who’s - (I know gross) –12) And that Scott “came out of the closet” which is hilarious!
IM GOING TO MISS YA’LL SO MUCH! 10 DAYS UNTIL WE REUNITE!! tear Quackers- be careful with Baby Betsy – don’t let it fall into the wrong hands (you sisters’ mainly) and keep us entertained!
Don’t forget to call me!! I’ll cheer up immensely if you do. Just don’t brag too much about the warm weather and sun!
So- this is goodbye for 10 days. Farewell Besty! Farewell my chicas! Now for my quote:
“Love is complete blindness. You’ll never know where it’ll take you. It could lead you to paradise or over the edge of the cliff. Either way you’re screwed because you’re risking all you have. This is why love is so fucked up.”
-Me
Ya’ll! Miss Ya too!
kiss kiss
Drama Queen
P.S. Thanks for the key chains Quackers! I love them!
Hey chicas ok so I’m on the plane right now and we’re headed 4 Memphis then we have a connecting flight down to NC. Ugh I have 2 sit next to my annoying book-worm of a sister Emily. Yeah ok so my bad weighs 21 pounds and I have to carry it through the whole airport. K well I’m out 4 now we’re about to take off.
4/1/06 – 1:00am
Hey ok so the first plane ride I fell asleep on top of the tray table. Ugh I got a bunch of cricks in my neck from it. So we had like a 2½-hour layover and we had 2 walk all the way like on the other side of this terminal to get to a food court and they don’t even have those walky things. The second plane ride was pretty boring I just played puzzles the whole time.
Ok so my sister told me not to be shocked when we see my dad cause apparently he has skin cancer and we know someone’s dad who had skin cancer and died from it.
Right now we’re staying in this person’s house who’s 1 of my dad’s friends. She lives on a small airport (smaller than Flying Cloud) and owns a hanger and lets my dad keep his plane there and in return he mows her lawn (which is huge) and manages all the renting of the rest of the space in the hanger. Yeah well anyways were staying here and she isn’t even here.
Oh and by the way I got my period on the plane……………………………………… JK its and April Fools joke hopefully I wont get it for a while. I’ll keep you posted. Love Ya’ll!
4/2/06 – 3:00pm
Hey ya’ll-
So sorry I didn’t write yesterday but I was camping on LAKE JAMES it was fun except I dropped my fav. Pair of sunglasses into the water under the dock and I wasn’t wearing a swimsuit and the water was freezing cold. (like Minnesota lake water in the winter) so now I’m going to take a nap outside cause its totally warm and yeah so last night it was like freezing cold outside. And that’s like all that’s happened to me so far.
Ya’ll and miss you lots!
4/3/06 – 9:58pm
So yesterday Kim and me made a cake after naptime and it was 4 Emily and square and it was yummy and chocolate. But it was totally falling apart when we were trying to put icing on it and I kept trying to smooth parts of it but it would just fall apart. (hehe) so today we were going to have a lazy day but then we decided to leave 4 Plymouth anyways. And we left at 4pm and we’ve been in the car ever since. I’ve been listening to music on my DVD player the whole time. Now in
Plymouth we’re going to stay at the Edeman’s cabin thing even though it’s not like a cabin it’s as big as my house and it’s on 7 lots, like normal house lots also he has this garage with tons of boys toys like 4-wheelers, boats, jet skis, apparently my dad has lots of rich friends. Now we should be there in like 10 minutes. YEAH. Ok so I almost fricken pissed my pants here cause I had to go pee so bad and we couldn’t find a place 2 stop. Oh yeah so the Coleman’s have this really hot son named William but they wont be there which sucks. And we might get to pull taffy while were down there. It will be awesome.
Oh and did I tell you I got sunburned really badly on the shoulders and nose. So I couldn’t sleep on my sides or put my shoulders under the water in the shower it sucked and me and my sister Lizzy got in a huge fight earlier so when my sister Emily said something to Lizzy, she threw her phone Emily and it missed Emily but hit her laptop and cracked the screen which is sad.
Wow I wrote a lot well bye and I really wish you all were here to party with me ya’ll tons!
P.S. NC has the best BBQ and sweet tea have some for dinner.
4/4/06- 10:54pm
Ahh I’m so ficken pist my dad right now I just wanna punch him. OK so there are only 2 rooms and me and Emily have to share a room so this morning Emily picks up all her stuff and is like “stuff your stuff in the other closet” cuase that’s what she did with hers but I don’t want to. So now after we go in the hot tub and she gets back from taking a shower and she totally flips out at me for having my wet bathing suit on the floor at someone elses house, and I know it’s bad but hello I was getting dressed! I was going to put it in the bathroom in a second when I was done. Then she gets into this whole Im-a-perfect-person-whos-soooo-neat-and-tidy and she says that Im just a stupid messy slob. Hello I know im messy but I like it like that and I will cean up but not now. And then I went to talk to my dad about it and he totally takes emily’s side and is all like “you are a messy slob and Emily is a lot better than you.” And then hes like “see this is all from the way you’ve been raised” which in other words mean’s he’s bagging on my mom for the way she raised us. Even tough he probably wouldn’t of raised us any better. Well I hope ya’ll r having fun I’m not. Oh yea and we went fishing today. Emily caught a huge fish and so did lizzy. (I caught nothing) also we played
horse shoes today and Emily totally whooped us all so that’s another sort of sport thing that Emily whoops us at.
Well pist me is going to keep Emily up for a while, while I’m on the Sims. Hehe (got her back)
Ya + miss you lots
p.s. if you guys were here instead of my annoying sisters it would totally be a party.
p.p.s. my dad took away my cell which sucks cause I cant text u
4/5/06- 12:42pm (11:42 there)
Ok so today I tried to get a tan but I don’t think it worked very well, then we went to this weird church thing where the priest/minister guy told us why we did everything we do in church and I just about forgot it all already… yea I did.
Me and my dad were just playing cards together and he started talking about David (my mom’s fiancé) and he’s like “its he treating you right” and im like “yeah” then he goes “well cause if he’s not I’m going to kill him” and I’m like freaking out here so I say “but then you’ll go to jail” and he’s like “its ok. There are a
lot of people I’ve wanted to kill but didn’t” so I’m freaking out here.
My flight leaves at like 8:40am Friday so were going to have to wake up at like 12:00am Thursday to leave by 1 because it’s a 6 hour drive. It sucks. Well I love ya’ll and I miss you lots hope to see you soon! Quackers
p.s.-wow I never really write my name anymore I just write – hehe
4/6/06- 7:54 (6:54 there)
So today I got a little tanning time in on the boat and laying out on my sleeping bag in the yard but on theboat I was laying on my shirt and I sat up so it flew out of tahe boat and landing in the water then my dad only went back ½ way so I didn’t get it. That was like my fav. Shirt. So that’s my shirt and my sun glasses that I lost in the water. Well I’m going to go take a shower then bead cause I have to get up at like 1:30 2morow cause it takes up to 30 min to get in the car then a 5 and a half hour drive to Charlotte where our flight leaves and it boards 8:20…….goodnight.
LOVE YA! Happy to be coming home tomorrow!
4/8/06- SAT- 10:13
Ok so my sister lizzy got a virus when we were in NC and she puked like 4 times then last night
my sister emily got sick and puked once the yesterday after I got back I felt sick and I puked like 20 times and it was like my stomach kept wanting to puke out more but there was nothing left. So today I layed in bed for like ever and played sims.
Ug tom I have to go to church to acolyte and I really don’t want to and my sister is doing bells so I have to b there an extra half an hour early. Then were going to see David’s parents and it will be totally boring cause my mom and Ms. Grace (David’s mom) will talk the whole time and I’ll b forced to try and talk to Mr. George (David’s dad) well ttyl. Love ya’ll! Hope to c u soon!
QUACKERS
Hey ya’ll!
No offense but you entries were boring…..although Quackers was kind of funny…. pictures Quackers drooling all over the flight tray
OK! Funny story time! (try and stay with me on this)
Date: Thursday, April 6(?)
Time: LATE (past 10)
PPL involved: Me, Gina(my cousin), Jay(my neighbor) and Luke(his HOT friend)
earlier that day
Me and Gina were playing Capture the flag with Jay and Luke and Jay’s younger brother. They left bc they said we were no fun. So later we were dancing in the rain and we sent them a pic of us.
This is in texts…
Jay: Lets see it naked.
Me: How about not
Jay: You just want to show us some boobs
Me: No were just showing you how much more fun we can be than you
Jay: Lets c some boobs
Me: Are you in overtime at a hockey tournament? Bc you sound a little desperate to score…. (Ha I got that from The Clique)
Jay: Come on lets see
LATER
Jay: sends us a pic of Luke with his shirt off Your turn
Me: sends a pic of me showing my stomach That’s all you get
Jay: A little more
Me: Only in your dreams
Jay: Lets see some breasts
Me: Theres a KFC down the road, I’m sure they have some there.
Luke(texting me on his phone): I like dark meat
Me: Tell them to burn it.
Jay then called Gina and begged for some. He said “they” were horny as hell and they wanted us to help the “poor boys down on their luck”. He also said that Luke was nude and they would show us
anything that we wanted if we showed them our stuff. She hung up on them.
The next day we saw the ever so hott Luke at the mall and he couldn’t/wouldn’t stop looking at us…..
6th Hour-
Srry I kept this so long….it just took me so long to write that story. An its totally true, and it happens to me all the time with them. Whenever he has friends over… And it gets so annoying I just want to give in…. but I don’t. And besides I don’t get anything out of it….
Ok these key chains are really annoying can we please take them off?? And I think I deserve to have this for a while bc you guys skipped me! And the reason I keep it for a while is because I hate it when you guys ask for it, for a couple of reasons:
Its mean when you talk about it around other people
You get it when you get it! Grrrrr
Theres more to life than the notebook
Just bc we have it doesn’t mean we cant talk in person
If we talk more outside the notebook then we wouldn’t use to such paper and we wouldn’t go through so many Betsys! And how come you ppl treat it like a diary? We use this like we are all having a conversation. Its hard to follow when someone talks about one thing and some1 else talks about something completely different!
Ok enough of that.. DQ do you think you could get Ice’s cell # for me?? I need to ask him a few things and I just want to talk to him. I haven’t in a while and I cant talk to him at church. I really hope I see him at that church retreat at the end of April…… its an over night thing so anything could happen….. I just wonder if he likes me…. Whenever I see him at church he cant take his eyes off of me, (I know this bc I cant take my eyes off of him! And we make eye contact all the time) and he stalls whenever he’s around me! Does that mean he likes me? Or think I’m hot? Or what? I NEED TO KNOW! Roger said he’d call him….
Speaking of Roger, I CANT STAND HIM! I try to be his friend but he doesn’t care if he gets in trouble or makes mistakes, especially when we’re involved cus he knows that were total softies and we will forgive him! I don’t know what you see in him DQ to me he’s a total user-tries-to-be-cool-I-don’t-care-I’m-a-player wannabe!! And I hate wannabes! That’s why I’m friends with you guys, wannabes you’re not. Roger’s just a total trash bag. He’s full of crap and he doesn’t care if he gets ripped open!
And what about Brad? Does he have a gf? Aka Becky? Why does he stare at me? And its not me, Angie, Tanya and I think Quackers would agree with me. Even Justin says he likes me! Quote “He likes you. Its so obvious” end quote. Do you think its true? I don’t.
And Quackers, you and Miles are perfect for each other. You’re the same height, sane classes, you sit next you each other AND you guys are always in the same group! So bring for dream from the Sims to reality! Doesn’t Sims stand for simulation?
And now that I’ve lowered my standards a lot of guys have been appealing to me. Like Sam, Miles, Brad, Ice….. oh well those are the same I’ve always liked! LATER!
Bubbles The Angel
April (?) 2006- At home on the porch
Hello my fizzy fizztastic sodas! Wow is it HOTT!! I keep looking at Lily (who is currently under the porch table) and trying to figure out how she can stand it. I mean more than half of her body weight is fur! I wonder if mom would let me shave her…. U know, like a sheep. No hair in summer, built in sweater in winter… Ooh… her fur is so soft because at the doggy hotel we send them too, they get pampered 24/7. They even get T.V.’s in their dog rooms. Brb I gotta study… lets see….
Help me on this problem!
y-1
y+3y-4
y+1
Just kidding! Uh… so hott…. OOH! Deer! Yay! jumps up and down hysterically Okay, back to science
4:40 Back! Wat I do is 10 minutes on science, 10 minutes on geography and 10 on Spanish. It helps. Let me begin to describe my vacation.
Sunny, beautiful, shopping, fun. There we go. I went swimming in a glow in the dark lake. There are tiny organisms that light up when you touch the water so the whole thing was glowing. I gotta go, I wanna go on a bike ride before it gets cold.
11:08 Whee! I’m back! 1 hour bike ride, 1 hour meal with family, and 1 hour and 12 minutes of talky to Hilary! Yay! I’ve been helping her buy songs for her iPod, Yay! I have a purpose in life! By the way, I just had 2 cups of coffee can you tell? Probably not. There was a bug in my window so I cut a hole in the screen to let it out. Though I probably could have done that a different way… I’ve been blonding out for the past few days, its really weird.
Now, Bubbles don’t give for free what you can get for a price wink wink
Now DQ, just he his friend for now. You’ll eventually figure out your feelings for him. All you need is time. Problem, I think Meluin (my iPod mini) is jealous of my new ipod. What should I do? And no, its not all in my head!
My sister is so majorly grounded. She snuck out of our hotel room at like, midnight to meet boys, and my dad busted her. Tsk, tsk, tsk, doesn’t she know how dangerous that is? She does it all the time at home. She got mad at me for not covering for her! Hello! I was asleep! Gad… she drives me cookoo for choco puffs…and not the good kind! I mean the kind that has been sitting on a shelf for a couple of years. Anways, Quackers, I’m so so so sorry to the 1000 power about your dad’s cancer…unless that was part of the April’s fools joke… But really, who would joke about that? My dad had to have surgery to remove skin cancer twice, so if you wanna talk I’m here. And so is DQ, she knows better than all of us
Whee! Brownie parade! Fuck, I’m hallucinating. I only hallucinate when my sugar high is about to crash. I’m gonna be asleep in 2 minutes. Whee! What I see is a bunch of caterpillars in piñata suits…whoo, I need to stop drinking coffee before bed… Good n.
April 11th, 7:30am
Sugar high crashed sooner than I thought, I gotta stop doing that to myself. 42 days till no school!
April 11th, 9:15 1st hour
Kay, so we gots some problems with the plans with Hilary. But it doesn’t’ matter cause I’ll be hanging out with her and Regina on Friday so yeah. And whats with this stuff about George? He’s just a guy! And Bubbles, I love you but DQ’s known him longer so lets not fight, kay?
Pepsi (not affiliated with Pepsi)
Revelation:
The Trix rabbit is being mistreated.
Bubbles is a porn star
Melvin is jealous,
I’m a little nuts, just a little.
P.s. We’re almost out of notebook paper! Who’s going to buy it? The person who uses the last page.
Wow I am in the worst mood ever! I’ve been holding a bunch of shit in and now I need to let it all out before I explode!
Bubbles – my dear, little Bubbles. Wow- this is going to take a while. I’ll number it:
Just fucking leave Roger alone! It’s bothering me to death that you are constantly a) ripping him apart, b) constantly complaining and c) I know it hurts him! If you don’t have anything nice to say to him – don’t say anything at all. You’re digging yourself a huge hole and its gonna be hard to get yourself out.
Ohhh! This is one of the worst: NOT EVERY FUCKING GUY WHO LOOKS AT YOU IS CHECKING YOU OUT!! You may like to think that but girl – it can’t be true.
George. He may be your friend: but he’s my friend, too. Which means I can do things with him without you! Which is what I’m planning to do this weekend. Get all offended and go tell him “how much I hurt you” I don’t care! Pepsi has a point, too!
I am no being all up in your face. What you said yesterday was not smart. I’m a forgiving person – everybody makes mistakes.
I do get hurt easily. Do you wonder why? For the past 8 years I have been fucking hurting every fucking day!
Okay, I’m done.
D.Q.
O.K. so
Bubbles: Thank you so much for the encouragement but I don’t even know if he likes me. I think Brad is dating Becky but I’m not sure. She acts like she likes Steven or Sam instead of Brad.
Pepsi: It’s awesome that you had a great spring break. And since when did you give great advice?
DQ: A little harsh there. Though you do have a point.
OK DONE NOW
OMG. Its like so nice out. We should all hang out on Saturday and like go for a bike ride. We could go to Miller Park and look cute guys
Love ya’ll tons!
Gotta go, bell rang
Quackers
4th hour-
P.s. OMG just saw ethan in the hallway and we made eye contact! sigh…faints…
Okay well maybe we shouldn’t do this book anymore… DQ there are sooo many things you guys said that aren’t true. If only you knew the whole story! I’ll number them:
DQ, I’m trying to teach him a lesson. (Roger) Apparently he didn’t tell you the whole story. I’m trying to teach him the lesson he hasn’t learned yet. By that I mean I’m trying to create an environment that was similar to mine when I was in a deep hole. (Yes dear, I HAVE been in a deep hole before and I can get out QUICKER than you can get yourself into one. And that’s damn fast.) I learned very valuable lessons in that hole, and I wanted Roger to learn them. So I’m trying to figure out how to recreate that. I couldn’t tell him what I was doing because if I did, there would be no purpose would there? I would like to explain it more, but I don’t want to waste paper.
When did I say that every guy that looked at me liked me?? I would like to know. I let their eyes wander, but once they show any signs of potential flirting or signs at all, then I know they were thinking about it. Sheesh, you have no idea how wrong you were there.
I know that you know George better than me, but that DOES NOT mean I can’t meet him! And I thought we should all go the same day so he doesn’t have to drive a half an hour to the mall twice in one weekend. Stop being selfish. You can’t hide him from the world, I know you like to keep your guy friends to yourself, but after a while they will think it’s annoying and they wont want to be your friend anymore. I know because it has happened to me.
I never said you don’t forgive people. I just said you hurt easily and jump to conclusions or assume things to fast. And I didn’t want to tell you what I found about you because it would hurt you and I care too much about you to see you hurt.
You know I really feel like I am supposed to help people. Like an angel sort of. But I can stop doing what I’m destined to do if it’ll make your life better, DQ.
“You don’t need wings to fly”
BUBBLES