I Will Not Cry

Every morning I think,
Am I still real?
Am I able to feel?
The blade answers my question
Sometimes I’m sad when the answer repeats
You cannot cheat
It’s all the same
In this little game
It’s called life
Sometimes its better under the knife

Sometimes I wonder,
Will I survive?
Will I come back not alive?
Now I’m sitting here
Wanting to shed a tear
I wont
I will not cry,
For all your lies
The way you told me,
“Everything will be alright,
I wont let you down,
Or out of my sight”
Now you’re gone
And I’m alone
I should have known
That you’d lied
I will not cry

Every night I think,
Is this surreal?
Am I still able to heal?
I must make a confession
It’s my heart
It will not beat
You must take the blame
At least feel the shame
What you done to me
You thought you’d be free
I wont try
I will not cry

Someday I know
I will strive
I will revive
I will feel no fear
I wont shed a tear
I promise you
I wont
I will not cry
For all your lies
I will be brave
No longer your slave
I will no longer be sad
Only glad

I can’t
I’m drowning
In my tears of lies
Of coarse I cried
It’s the only way I could say goodbye
I don’t know why
I will not deny
But after this night
I will not cry
I promised you
Because I know after
I’m going to die
You will never here my reply
But it all ends in a lie
I will not cry

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- Blackened Blood