Swirling spiral of ChAoS
Lower and lower I sink
Hurting I look for another
There is nobody I think

Or is there?

Your heart beats
Your body quivers slightly
I am so hideous
You are so sightly
How can I hope?
How do I dare even dream?
People see you and fall in love
They see me and scream

The hideous creature
That wants you so
A pitiful freak
Lost and alone

I think I'm in love
Or am I in lust?
I don't even know you
Stay away I must
I don't want to get too close
I don't know what I will do
I fear myself
What I could do to you

The hairs on my neck stand up
Is it the arousal or the fear
That makes my body react this way
Whenever you are near?

End my misery
Kill my twisted passion
I hate this twisted existance
I don't want to live in this fashion