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Author: Jurgen Q Mudveins
Fiction Rated: M - English - General - Published: 12-16-07 - Updated: 12-16-07 - Complete - id:2451297

There once was a time I cared
But no longer it seems
Apathy replaces the empathy
Now emptiness haunts my dreams

I am alone in the world
Apart from the rest of humanity
In my struggle to find myself
I've become a living profanity

I'm just so fucking bored
Life doesn't matter anymore
Mine didn't matter at all
So what is it I live for?

Slowly all the beauty
Is being drained from my life
With the parting of each girl
Deeper sinks the knife

One day there will come a point
When apathy will fail
Maybe then I'll feel again
Life won't be so pale

Equally possible I find
Is that when apathy goes
I'll be driven insane
Or die and nobody knows

I am nothing special
Just a guy is what I am
I’m incarcerated in apathy
So I can't give a damn

I know I have emotions
But they cannot be found
For now I cannot weep
I cannot fall to the ground

I've been asked how it feels
To live without pain
I honestly can't tell you
I try to feel in vain

It's quite frustrating living
With no capacity to feel
I would give almost anything
But apathy doesn't deal


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