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i sat curled up against Jack, on my bed, mostly because i was cold and we were talking. Talking about whats to come
'so does this make this make me yours and visa versa or are we not there yet?' i said quietly. It was midnight and we had gotten back from our day out of going to see jacks mother and my brother. He sighed in my hair
'its what ever you want it to be sweetie but no matter what you chose im yours forever' i nodded and leaned closer. Well as close as i could.
'jack?'
'mmhmm?' i pulled my head back
'i was wondering did you notice that girl earlier staring at us while we ate. The one that served us?' i saw him frown in the darkness of my room
'no not really. Why?'
'well she was staring at us and then i noticed that she was following us while we were walking. It was as though she was stalking us or one of us' he frowned.
'i noticed some one behind us but it didn't bother me., your just being paranoid' i thought about it. Maybe i am but im pretty sure im not she was following us. I shrugged it off. I got up off of the bed and left the room. I heard jack follow me. The adult were home and i knew we had a visitor but i didn't know who she was but i knew i was going to find out. We walked down stairs with jack muttering things about me. The way i walked and moved. The way he was going to hate going back to school. I smiled at that comment as i didn't want to go back to school either. It was going to feel so weird.
I got to the living room and walked in with jack holding back. I shook my head disapprovingly. When my mum saw me her face lit up. John looked at me as well but his face was more puzzled then anything. I looked at the third person who was sat in my seat. Now im normally not rude with new people but when they sit in my seat and look exactly like me then i just can help but freak.
'why the hell is that look alike in my chair and why in the fucking depth off hell does she look like me?' the girl smiled and my glare become deathly. I looked at my mother, with the deathly glare looking worse, wanting an explanation and i knew she was going to give it to me just not yet... well ok in a minute when ive calmed down and ive been introduced. 'well?' i said in a tone of voice my mother hated. Surprisingly the girl got up out of my chair and walked over to me. She walked just like me and it was starting to scare me.
'um...hi id love to say sis but i don't think i should i mean it would be way to weird and of course wrong to say it because you don't know that im your sister yet' and she rambled like me as well. Weird and what does she mean by sister? 'um hi my name is Echo Jamison. Im your sister...well more like your triplet to you and your brother, Robert ' i winced when she mentioned robs name. Yes i was better but now i guess it was just painful to hear his name.
'Sharnette and i don't want you saying that name ever again in this house do you hear me. Rob is dead and for my sake his name is banned from being said in this house. Plus i don't have a sister. Not now not ever so please leave' she sighed and sat back down.
'sorry but no can do' i growled and nearly stormed out of the house but jack came up behind me and took my hand to calm me down. Oh i knew he was going to do that.
'Shaz sweetie' my mother said quietly ' let me explain there is a long story and i don't know if you want me to tell you every thing and if you except your sister then that is good but please listen to me' i looked at my mother and just stared at her. I didn't move nor did i look at Echo
'ok i guess when i found out that i was to have kid i was only expecting one. They didn't tell me i had two or three kids living im me. I went through the pregnancy only knowing of you but i was huge for just one baby and they said you were a small baby. When my waters broke i was rushed in because i was three weeks early. They did a final scan but they found three of you. I was shocked and your dad just wanted all of you. I gave birth to you then rob then echo here. But then i realised i couldn't look after you all. So i had to give one up adoption. As echo was the youngest i thought it would be best for you to leave. I didn't want to let you go dear its just they way it ended up im sorry' Echo nodded her head as if to say its ok i understand.
'thats it really i didn't hear from your parent after the contract was done and then everything happened with rob and i wish i never let you go' i nodded rage racing through me
'and when were you planning on telling me this or were you thinking on waiting until she came back into our lives?' she didn't look at me
'im sorry Shaz but i could tell you that you had a sister out there when i was going to get remarried. I thought yo would be happy with another brother. Some one you can talk to like you did with rob. I know you guys never had secrets so i just though maybe jack could act like rob' i pulled violently away from jack and punched the wall next to me
'no one is better than rob. Rob was there for me when i was bullied at school when i was down when i needed help on my home work and i was there for him when he needed no one could come close to what we shared. Jack can try his best to be near to rob but he wont get any where near as good as rob ever did.' i turned to look at them. Pointing at echo i said ' that sluttish cow will never be part of my life you decided that she wouldn't be part of my life when you said that i need to give one of my babies away if grew up with her then yes maybe but no she is nothing and she is not stay here because if she does then i wouldn't live here any more and you wont be my mother ' she nodded and i stormed out of the room.
I didn't know where to go i lingered in the hallway but soon i decided to just run out the door. What the hell. I might as well run away now ive killed any relationship with my mother any way. I thought these thoughts as i ran down the street. My anger welled up inside me and as i clenched my hand harder i felt pain reel through my arm. I looked at my hand and it was bleeding and then i realised that if i was to hurt my self then what was the point of doing it. I didn't want to get hurt i wanted to live my life like a noraml kid and nothing else. Ok falling in love with what is supposed to becoming your brother isnt exactly normal but its close enough.
'baby girl' i stood up spread clearing my eyes of tears that had escaped. 'hey sweetie whats wrong?' i shrugged my shoulders. I knew what was wrong but i couldn't tell him.
'nothing.' i lied. I hoped it would work but knowing jack it wouldn't.
'yeah and im supposed to believe you' i nod my head 'please tell me whats wrong?' i shook my head.
'i cant' i said. Another lie.
'yes you can you just don't want to' he saw through another lie. Great looks like i shouldn't lie to him any more.
'fine' i said ' i don't exactly want to tell the one i love that that thing called my sister makes me feel threatened. I feel she is going to find some way to take you away from me as both you and i know very well we cant be together because of the whole brother and sister thing and it just got me so worked up a do i would gladly run away from here just to get rid of that feeling' i heard jacks foot steps walk up behind me and then when warmth him the base of my bare shoulders i smiled. His touch always did that. They made me warm and happy.
'you shouldn't feel threatened by her. I don't care about the law and if we do have to leave here just to be together then fine but right about now i think we should get home. Your mother is worried and in a complete state right now and echo...well lets just say she is as worried as can get.' i turned around and looked at jack
'really?'
'really really' i smiled
'you idiot i hate it when you do the donkey line' he pulled me into a hug
'yeah but i cant help but love shrek its a good film' that made me smile even more.
'your such an idiot.' jack gave me a sqeeze before he pulled away and took my hand
'come on lets go home' i nodded as he pulled me gently along the street. When we got home i found my bedroom was taken up and our parents had gone to bed. It didn't really phase me. Jack told me to sleep in his room while he slept on the couch. I disagreed but he forced me to stay where i was put. He whispered that if i was lucky i would find him in the same bad in the morning any how so i decided to go to bed and hope for the best.
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