Effort

What am I waiting for?
Why am I hesitating?
Holding back the words

I love you
Please be with me
Save me from the mist

I hold it all inside
Afraid to let you hurt me
Just like the mist

The very thought, I'm a wreck
Stomach twisted
Breathing an erratic beat

I've never done this before
Try to see through the mist
Its not easy

So I beg you; understand
See that my effort
Means more then the words

I'm truly trying
Plotting my words
And losing sleep to try

Please wait for me
Don't pass me by
For my effort is my love