They say that my heart is wrong,

They pass judgment,

They think my feelings are abominable,

Repulsive,

Terrible,

Monstrous.

Their unspoken words haunt me,

They make me want to fall into an endless pit.

The truth is,

I feel like I'm already in that pit,

Falling,

And falling,

Until I’m gone.

Lost in a space where no one can reach me.

Time and time again I say,

Don't listen to them. Trust yourself.

If only it were that easy.

But G-d is on their side.

Almighty,

Powerful,

Omnipotent,

G-d is against me when I need G-d the most.