I'm sitting by the window.

Watching time go by.

It seems as if a minute or maybe a lifetime has gone by.

How would I know?

I've been broken so many times.

So defiled.

Do you see the invisible tears rolling down these cheeks?

Can you see my shredded heart?

Torn into pieces?

Stomped out, crushed and broken.

Laying on the floor.

To many pieces to ever be fixed.

Pain radiates from my very core.

Deep inside the pain is great.

Who will care?

Who will fix me now?

I'm sitting by the window.

Afraid of the vast world outside.

Afraid to venture out.

Afraid to leave my comfort zone and take a chance.

For what if it's my last?