And nothings okay.

I'm breaking apart.

Falling apart at the start.

And I don't see this getting better ever.

So please just tell me.

What did I do to you to deserve the pain you inflicted on me?

What horrible atrocity did I commit to deserve being thrown in this deep pit.

And all around me all I hear is "Its all your fault" ringing in my ears.

So please explain what caused you to do this to me.

Do you know I'll never be the same?

Is that what you wanted?

To leave me haunted?

Because you like to daunt me?

Please leave my memory, so I can go to sleep.

Without you haunting my dreams.

Do you thrive in the fact I'll never be the same?

Do you like the idea I'm scared of your name?

Just leave me be.

Because I don't know how much more of this I can take.

I can feel my heart break.

Because I know I'll never be the same.

And who will want me now?

I'm damaged goods.

No use to anyone.

You've done enough, so just give up.

What more can you take?

You already ripped my dignity away.

And left me filled with shame.

To you this is all a game.

But to me its my life, and I won't let you play with my heart.

You are ripping me apart.

And you thrive in the fact.

I'm not okay.

Please just go away.

After all, what else can you take?

You love the fact that I'm not okay.