Tantrum

All I want to do is
Scream and cry and
Stomp my feet like a child.
But everything I know is
Keeping me from doing that,
Even though I want to.
I want to so bad.
But that's immature, it's
Not right, especially for
Someone like me, someone who
Is mature and
Smart.
Or am I?
Am I mature and smart if
I want to act like
A stubborn three year old?
What if I want to
Act like a five year old who
Didn't get his way in something?
And what if I want to
Take my anger out like
The people at school know how?
With my fists?
Not words?
Am I really so mature?
All I want
Is to have the option
Of having a
Tantrum.