Okay, like, I get conflicting sides. On one hand, you tell me its fine, but, then again, you’re trying to convince me that it’s only because I haven’t done it as a girl.
I explain: its mental comfort, not sexual pleasure.
You tell me: you’ll regret never having sex as a girl if you do go through with the sex change.
I think: I’ll die if I play girl; you’ve got to realize that. I think, but I don’t say.
You continue: it’s nice, but boys are made for pleasing. Girls are made for being pleased. You’re sawing your stick in half.
I say, I don’t care. I want to be able to walk around shirtless and not be arrested for indecent exposure.
But yet, you go on, saying that I don’t get it. Maybe you’re right, maybe I’m immature. But can’t you see my heart is breaking?
Lucky for you, I keep a blood stained spool of metaphorical thread on hand, a polished needle at the ready, and I fix the tear you put in my soul.

XxX

Three people have said pretty much the same thing to me. I ranted. It's kinda old, and ties in with To: Daddy but can be read independently. Long story short, I'm an FtM (that is, a female to male transexual). My father and stepmother are completely negative about it, as are a lot of people. At the time that I wrote this, I was quite angsty. I'm not anymore tho... :grins: