I get in the shower and
can't get out for the life of me
because I'm a curled up crying in the tub
all pruned up and
beat up
and washed up
and wasted.

I'm glad
My salty tears get washed away
(They make me hate myself more)
I turn the heat up and
Let the water
Hit me,
Hit me,
Beat the fucking shit out of me
Until the goddamn water heater
fails me