without him?

and his heart pierced mine
by ripping feelings and
faking love (by
b r e a k i n g
my heart
because as cliche
as it sounds
he really did
break it)
i hung onto every word
because i truly believed
all of what he said
...it was his
...whispers
...that kept me
...alive...
he constantly ignored
my cries (but) I thought it was
out of ignorance and pain
not realizing he
r E a LL y
didn’t care
he kissed my soul
tempting me to
climb up into him
follow him blindly,
eyes closed
then he dropped me
and I fell so far,
fell so hard
(and
...I
...truly
...can't
...live
w i t h o u t h i m w i t h o u t h i m w i t h o u t h i m)