I Can't Believe You

I can't believe you hurt me

Or anything you’ve said

It's tearing my heart open

I'm thrashing in my bed

I can't believe you did that

I always though you cared

But I'm finding out lately

That life isn’t always fair

It might be wishful thinking

But maybe this is fate

Turning all your loved ones

Into those you hate

But I'm staring in the mirror

Two cracks that can't be fixed

The rough edge of a knife

Leaving me transfixed

The dividing of our souls

Into separate parts

Cracks are forming splinters

Ripping through my heart

Leaving me broken

I'm bloodied and I'm torn

Hacking through my side

You’re a permanent thorn

Reminding me of the memories

Of all the times we shared

I always thought you loved me

I always thought you cared

I'm thrashing in my bed

I still can't believe it's true

It's tearing my heart open

And I just can't believe you.