“Do you remember last year” and last year was when you died I said yes you smiled

but what was so important about last year? Did you really care for the people who cared about you?

And we all thought that

Somehow the world’s replaced us, our thoughts, our concerns

How could you even give a fuck?

Lets talk first, that’s all I wanted, and we were always rushing. Weren’t you ever tired of rushing? I wanted to tell you how much I hated this and you were looking around like it was killing you to focus.

So baby tell me, where do you see yourself in 5 years?

I saw nothing you saw limelight. And you’re 2 years past your 15 minutes of fame.

But we weren’t talking and so how I could inform you other wise?

“I always do this, don’t worry about it” and it scares the shit out of me to even be near you. I talk to ghosts because a real heartbeat hurts too much and how much will you sacrifice before you have nothing left to lose?

But were you aiming for that?

Would it make it better easier if we all just crashed with you?

I’d much rather watch you crumble

They all told me to give up on you. Easier said than done that’s a lie. How easy it is to forget someone who wasn’t worth the memories made.

“I’m out of papers” and so am I baby

but I only use them to write the dreadful truth about you.

So hunny, my darling, my dead friend, how can we call this living? Please pick up your belongings, please leave this town. I’ll light it on fire just so you can watch it burn just so you forget everything that happened.

And how are you going to cross those bridges

If you’re constantly putting up walls?