Not real

I see you again

You stand there, looking at me

So peaceful

So beautiful

So close

And yet

So far away

I want to go to you

To touch you

But I know that you're not real

Nothing about you is real

Not the emotion in your eyes

Not the words on your lips

Not the promises you gave me

Nothing about you is what it seems

Except maybe your screams

When I was stabbing you

Or your blood

Pouring down your body

I still see you

Standing beside me

But I know that you are far away

In an unknown world

And even though I see you

I still can't touch you

I still can't believe you

I still can't be with you