1/13/08

I too am a victim

when did I become so loathsome?

I suppose the day I said no

I even told you to take it slow

in the end I didn't have the heart to stop you

the worst thing is that you knew

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I can still feel your tongue on me

it makes me angry

for not being stronger

I allowed you to back me into a corner

and touch me where you were not wanted

to this day I'm haunted

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I hear your voice in my head

trying to make your way into my bed

forcing yourself on top of me

your hands are everywhere on my body

tears running down my face

everything I want to erase

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Dirty engraved everywhere

the moment replayed like a nightmare

the scars you left behind

make me realize I was blind

since you've made me so afraid

to cope I turn to my blade