Lead into darkness and abandoned

In the cold

Desperate feelings about you

Getting old

I’ve had years to master this but still

I cannot tell what it is

Something so sweet

Without a hint of innocence

I wrap you in my daydreams

Like half-stalker half-rapist

Kiss me with your soft, warm lips

Oh, I’m dreaming again

Press against me softly

This is all I want

It is the air that you breathe

The one thing that I need

What is this thing that I need...

These affections

Have my thoughts gone too far?

Do they stand only on grounds

Of racy desires?

Or is there a love pure and true inside?

I think I feel it

But it seems all I want is to express this freely

With my movement of my body

Take me home

Or come to mine

I will show you if you will stay close

Physical contact is

The way I make you real

I’m pretty revved up with hormones

But I’m sure there’s an underlying deal

Maybe I’m imprisoned in the own cage of my mind

And they’re serving the finest French cheeses and wine

Making even prison feel like a luxury to hold onto

What a rare chance! Finding someone who understands me

And wants to hold me for more

But still opens the door

Wasn’t that what love is... or was?

If it was love

Then why did you let go?

And why aren’t you coming back

Or letting me know?

So maybe I’m alone again

Running this race on my own

I’ve seen you in my half-stalker mode

And you seem fine without me, so I should know

That this all a wasted and lost effort

But if baby, you gave me one good hint

I’d lose myself running after it

So keep me here

Where it’s dark, where it’s clear

Where it’s cold, where the frost

Is the only thing I can concentrate on

So oh baby, keep your words away from me

If there’s love there, make sure that I don’t see

First I’ll hold back

Then I will bite

But you’re right; It was better to just let me.