Reflection

I peer at my reflection
And I’m lost beyond belief
I must achieve perfection,
I must attain relief

Feeling so lost within me,
I can’t keep living like this,
She is the one that sees me
And offers me my sweet bliss.

So someday I’ll be okay?
Will I ever make it through?
My mind is in disarray
And I don’t know what is true.

I know she’ll always be here,
Her grip is still ever tight,
But I still have a huge fear
That I don’t know what is right.