Even In Death

Standing alone in this oceanic crowd

Looking out onto oblivion and back

Sorrow fills this void of my soul

And in the end, what does it matter

No one will ever share my pain

I’m forgotten in this dream of serenity

Lost in this sea of empty thoughts

My only dream is that I will one day be free

Tomorrow comes, and again you are gone

Into the ashes of my mind

I leave without a word

And I am forgotten without a second thought

In the silence you will remember me, one day

My soundless voice will drift into your ears

You will think once again of the times we could have had

And the pain will finally be shared

To late though, for I am already gone

Standing on a listless memory

Better days will not come again, not for me

As I torment these thoughts of oblivion

Endlessly I cry out into this nothingness

Never to find the peace I deserve

The only answer rests within a lie

And the truth I will never know

Silently I wait for the answer to be mine

That truth however, I already have

The love that I shared for one so long ago

Has all but disappeared

I try not to think about this endless worry

But time and time again I fail

When will I finally sleep in peace

And delve into my thoughtless dreams

This is it, my final moment has come

And as my breath slips away, you again appear in my mind

The taunt that is destined to haunt me forever

For even in death you will never be mine