You’ve asked a few things of me
I owe you enough to not freak out
I owe you enough to try to explain myself
So, here I am; my thoughts lay bare for you to read

My actions don’t always have meanings
Words carry a far heavier weight
I’ll never have a particular excuse
And, unless you want me to make one up,
There is never going to be one

I’d never go out of my way to make you unhappy
I just want everything to be okay
I understand why you’re finding it hard to trust me
Please don’t let me go

If I did,
Then I didn’t mean to hurt you.