On Saturday
I discovered how soft your hair is
Today
I am discovering how soft your skin is
the sound of your voice delivered by speakers
from the microphone you clutch in your two hands
holding on to it like it’s the only thing you’ve got left
writhing as the music flows through you
your back arched
the graceful curve of your body
the definition of every muscle
pulsing beneath the skin stretched over your anatomy
the sting of every hardcore scream that echoes from your lips
the hardcore scream you worked so hard to perfect
the way your body twists and convulses to the beat of the music
that piercing look in your eyes when you reach a hand out to me
at a convenient point in the lyrics
like the words were meant for me or at least you want me to think that
But today
I am also discovering so much more than that
I am discovering how much more I want you
than I have ever wanted you before.