From fate speaking

Never What You Dreamed

Copyrighted © 2008 Arden Ashart

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Do you know how I deal with things that weigh heavily on me?

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Alone

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Cold numbness

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Weak and pathetic

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Hurting—always hurting

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Confused

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The line…where do you draw the line between the ideal daughter and me?

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Alone…don’t know what anything else feels like

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Aching

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Dying hope…dead hope

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Shrouded in night

You tell yourself it’ll be all right

Just never what you dream

You held tight but it was ripped away, torn right down the seam

Gone forever—dust in the wind

And so your scarred heart begins to mend.

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But never what you dreamed…