I really am in love with you

I hope that’s something you can see

I just can’t do this anymore

So it’s not you, it’s me

I thought that love was forever

I that that was understood

I regret this having to happen

But nothing can be this good

Someone will always hurt me

Something will always cause us pain

But with you I feel nothing

And I think I’m going insane

So now the deed is done

And there’s nothing left

Except a love that all but finished

And a life that’s all but kept

If this is what I wanted

Why am I empty inside?

Who holds my heart now?

Who do I run to in pride?

Who will hold me in his arms

As the winter months are cold?

Who will I spend my days with

While we are growing old?

Life seems almost pointless now

Since you’re no longer mine

Nothing left to do

No one to help me pass the time

Now I have the problem

To see you standing there

You’re still a part of my life

But it seems that you don’t care

It used to upset me

I used to cry and moan

I tried to tell you all the time

But you didn’t answer your phone

I’d love to say that if you asked

I would be able to say

I still love you as much as back then

Even to this day

But as I sit here trying

There are no more tears to cry

All the pain is still there

But my eyes are dry

It seems so long ago

I did something stupid out of fear

But now I know life keeps going

And I know the end is near

I miss the days of us speaking

Spending hours on the phone

Now it seems those hours are spent

Wondering if you’re even home

Your phone just keeps ringing

You don’t return my calls

Not being able to talk to you

Is a fate that’s worst of all

I want us to be friends again

To be with you, to see your face

But things will just take time

And I’ll do anything it takes

So tell me what it will take

To make you care

Tell me what to do

To get back my Teddy Bear