You want to know what I lost?
Let me try to explain it to you the best I can

Life is good
Honestly
But it is still missing something

Something that tears at my soul night and day
With such strength that at times I think I can not bear it
Desperately I thirst for the comfort I know it would give
But it is nowhere to be found

Right now one could look at me
And think that I am lacking nothing that I need
But there is something I am lacking
You can not see it because it is invisible

Invisible yet deadly with it's grip on my sanity
How can I possibly go on
When all that gives me strength is gone?

Wonder what it is?

You