Here I stand

Waiting for you

Open and broken.

I know what you’ll do

I know how you feel

Yet I wait again and again

I’m so over this

So go ahead.

Hate me, Hit me, Hurt me

If it makes you happy

I’ll take it all.

But god

You strike at my self inflicted wounds

I’m destroyed

I was never whole

And you rip into my flesh

Such a carnal sensation

You taste like rotting flesh against my lips

And I swallow down my fear

As you take over me.

I’m dirty

Filthy

A whore

And you use me

Over and over

It feels so much better then I want it to

And is there no escape?

No escape from you’re groping, tearing, scratching hands?

There’s nothing I can do

So go ahead and do what you will

I’m no longer here.

Hate me, Hit me, Hurt me

I’d do anything to feel that high

And oh

I know you don’t care about me

But please

Use me

Abuse me

I need you to survive

Even if it’s a false charade

It still feels so good

Yet oh so empty

Oh so empty

So empty

Empty.

Fuck.