Stop

Stop. I’ve had enough of your bitching. Telling me to study when I eat. Telling me to study when I play. Telling me to study when I fucking STUDY. How much more time must I spend on this fucking endless labor?

Stop. You bitch about how you never had the opportunity to study like I do now, that you will have done a better job than I do now. Easier said than done you torturing pieces of shit. Feel lucky that you have something to make excuses of about yur pathetic current status in life.

Stop. Every year you make fucked up reasons why I should spend more time studying. “Beginning’s important.” Yeah, I agree. That’s my elementary year. “For better results in high school.” Ok. I can take it. That’s my middle school life. “For college.” You’re right. That’s my high school life. “For a good job opening.” That’s my college year. You bitch, when will you just STOP?

Stop. Comparing me to your so-called ‘normal people’ just disgusts me. I mean, how many people actually makes it into Harvard, Yale, and Stanford? Every human beings have different ambitions. It’s not up to you to decide such things. So why the fuck do you keep telling me about the ‘guy’ that succeeds in everything? About the ‘guy’ that has no life and just won’t stop fucking studying?

Stop. What does you being my parent has to do with anything? You bitch about how I shouldn’t talk back, that I should be more careful stating my mind. Do you want a fucking ROBOT for your son? I am an individual with thoughts and ideas, and to me, you’re also just an individual who keeps relying to this whole ‘parent’ bullshit when losing an argument.

Stop. I know I’m disappointing to you, but why the fuck should I CARE? You also disappoint me when you say that I’m disappointing. It’s a wonder why you should be in the first place since I’m perfectly content with myself.

Stop. Am I a failure just because I failed to get into a fancy ass high school? Have you never failed? Is that why we live on debts and a 2nd generation ipod? Is that why we don’t have a house in the capital city? Think before you tell me that I failed, at least I still have 40 years ahead of me before I fail like you have now.