A/N: let me know what you think of this, its something Iv been thinking about recently and I finally put it on word so give me your thoughts.

Prologue:

My whole life changed when I got involved with Beau Phillips, every girl wants a bad boy at some stage but I had a thing for bad boys and beau was the ultimate one he is a drug lord at the top of the board no one is higher up than beau well at least not in Midland but I didn’t realise what getting into bed with him meant and by the time I did everyone told me it was too late to get out but I wasn’t going back to the life they picked for me.

Chapter 1:

When I first saw beau I thought he was hot I was just at a party (which I later learned was held at his place) and I noticed this ripped guy who had a ‘fuck everyone’ look and I just melted he has messy brown hair and hazel eyes that have gold flecks and the gaze he pierced me with was something Iv never seen before and from then I was hooked he fit what I liked his body was ripped and the tattoo on his arm was just screaming Tozz you have to get a piece of this.

He just looked me up and down nodded and then kept walking later that night I caught up with him when I went to get a drink and after that I just saw more of him and before I knew it I was with him everyday stayed over nights and I was friends with all his crew, it became obvious that what he was doing was illegal but I didn’t care he was everything I went for and he wasn’t a drug addict so I was happy.

One day when I was walking home because beau had picked me up after school (yes I still attended I was a senior) and he had some stuff come up so I had to get myself home so hear I was walking home trying to get to my neighbourhood before anyone of beaus enemies recognised who I was.

I didn’t get lucky and make it home however a black SUV pulled up and when two big guys jumped out I had no chance to escape and before I knew what was happening a piece of cloth was over my face and everything went black.

I woke up in a dark room that looked like a office but what grabbed my attention was the fact that I was hanging from the ceiling in only my bra and undies I remember thinking ‘im sure I was wearing more clothes when I left beaus’ and that was when everything came into focus and I noticed there was a guy sitting at the desk and a bunch of guys hanging around the office.

“So Phillips princess finally wakes” the guy sitting at the desk said he looked pretty casual leaning back in his chair with his legs on the desk and he looked hot like beau in the bad boy dangerous way but he had darker hair and his eyes were green and they looked a lot colder then beaus.

“Huh” it was all I could say I still felt a little weird but I was starting to realise that I had been picked up by a rival of beaus or something.

Most of the guys there laughed after my comment and the guy sitting said “still a little fuzzy I see well I can at least say beau has good taste you’re a nice young hottie I hope that doesn’t get you in trouble” it almost sounded like a threat but it made me look down at myself and I realised that from how I was it was probly a good view for everyone in the room my arms were above my head (as I was dangling from the ceiling) which put my boobs on a very nice display also my flat stomach looked even flatter from what I could see I couldn’t even see it above my boobs my legs looked good too since they were pretty long and the fact that I wasn’t wearing much they looked good the only thing I was glad was that I had my wax yesterday so there was no embarrassing hair hanging out.

I still couldn’t find anything to say so I was grateful when someone from the wall spoke “I don’t think she has any idea who we are you might want to explain things Logan” yeah now that would be helpful I remember thinking.

I was right in assuming logan was the guy in the chair because he smiled an almost feral smile but still managed to look good on him and I couldn’t help the shiver that ran down my spine this guy was clearly as dangerous as beau and that wasn’t a good thing.

Logan finally said after staring at me for a few minutes “I am logan and I at this current moment am beau’s biggest competition and I know all about you Torrance your beaus girl and you’re going to be a message from him to me”

That was the last word logan spoke and after that he nodded to a guy at the wall and walked out of the room ill spare you the exact details but I was left in the room with three guys who tortured me for hours asking me everything about beau I told them all I knew but I didn’t really know anything about what he did all I knew was he was high up in the drug business it was him I was interested in and since I didn’t do drugs it had nothing to do with me and when I couldn’t give them the answers they wanted they beat me and when that didn’t work out they decided that I needed a few deeper marks so when I was dumped in front of beaus door I was still in my bra and undies but I was covered in blood and had almost passed out but every time I got to that point they would stop so I didn’t miss all the fun as they put it and I know had carved into my skin with a knife ‘My little Bitch’ on my side partially on my stomach and partially on my back.

As soon as they drove off the door opened and third in command and doorman james (you could only come in with his say so) saw me he dropped to his knees to scope me up and run me inside to get me cleaned up.

After that night I found out that beau knew they were planning on picking me up cause he has people on logans team but he let it happen because he didn’t want to look like he had a weak spot and the price I payed was that I would always have the words my little bitch were they carved cause I had to have it stitched up and the mark from the stitches was gonna leave it like a tattoo.

I spent the next two weeks training with beaus team and then I never went anywhere without a gun and knife on me I was determined to not let it happen again and once I felt like I could survive on my own I walked out on beau hopping to leave that world alone but it wouldn’t be easy I knew that much.

I stayed away and out of contact from beau for two weeks and last night I got a text saying he wanted to see me which sure as hell in my opinion wasn’t going to happen so I was back at school my mum had heard what had happened but she didn’t say anything she was living in denial so I just followed that I didn’t want to talk about it so that was that and off to school I went.

I went to an all girls private school it was the one thing my mother wanted to give me, a good education and my day was going fine until lunch time when I was walking to the canteen thinking of actually trying to eat something today when I saw lance he is beaus second in command and I also noticed that he had a whole team waiting for his signal in a SUV he at the moment hadn’t seen him but I saw him ask bianca a friend of mine if she had seen me and she replied why do you want to know lance taking that as a yes grabbed her throat and lifted her off the ground before asking again and that was when I snapped.

I charged forward grabbing my knife out and driving it into his side he let go of bianca but it was like I hadn’t just stuck a knife in his side I ripped it out and said “don’t touch my friends” he just smiled and said “damn tozz now im gonna have blood all over my new shirt” trust him to joke now but he grew serious and said “c’mon girl you know he wants to see you”

I laughed and said “your not serious right he wants to see me after he let them do what they did to me I don’t need you guys anymore and im not going with you” by now james and a few other guys had got out of the car and were standing in a semi circle around me.

“We can give you maybe a day before we have to drag you to him but your gonna have to convince me you don’t want to go” this was lances test he wanted to see what beaus betrayal had really done to me so I pulled my gun which I kept in a holster under my dress attached to my thigh out and pointed it at one of beaus guys I didn’t recognise and shot him in the leg not enough to kill him but enough to give beau the message.

The other guys moved to the guy I shot all the pc girls were staring at me and lance and james just started laughing and james said “wow at least you taught her how to aim did you really have to shoot a guy whose on his first outing toz jesus we’ll be back tomorrow for you, you know that right?”

I just nodded while lance stepped forward giving me a hug then said “seeya tomorrow girl and leave the toy at home I don’t want to get into a shoot out with you” and with that they all left to deliver my message and take that guy to hospital I put the safety back on my gun and put it back on my leg before going down to the canteen getting something to eat and eating with bianca and her friends but they all looked so scared it wasn’t funny and they all looked at me like I was some monster so I just ended up on my own in a class room with my ipod and lunch by myself just great.