Please.
Please tell me I'm dreaming.
Please tell me this is all a lie.
Tell me that this pain I'm in,
Is nothing but a dream.

Nothing.
Nothing but a nightmare,
Haunting me until I wake.
Scaring and scarring,
Torture every minute.

Torture.
This pain that I'm in,
These wants that I have,
These needs that control me.

Control.
Something I've lost
Or perhaps never had
But still crave regardless.

Regardless.
Regardless of all this, I am still here,
Why?