So not pretty

So unsure

So afraid of saying all those words

She writes daily

So hard to cry these days

So hard to be real

So many times she starts to try

Only to fail with one move

So tired

So terrified

So many times

She’s cried inside

Now she’s back to self loathing

Now it all goes back to those times

She was alright

So not pretty

So terrified

Someone save her

Anybody hold her

So silent for all those

Words she puts to paper

So

Scared.