I was young and in love with myself
I remember you in our secret treehouse
"I wanna go where people don't die" you said
But I shook my head and just fell asleep

And when those girls stole my bravery
I turned into mud-colored beetles
eating away at my sanity
broken lights and scattered dreams

Nothing is real so don't get upset
I'm only here to dream your dreams
since I can't be yours, I'm taking you down
beating you with a beating heart

I'm crying 'till the sky bleeds for me
I'm waiting for someone to see
protect and scold me, bring me back
to the hurting memories that makes my life