Pride Blinding Blizzard

The tree has long since died, but it still needs leaves
I've taken all my kindness and swallowed it
To shape my stomach
To match your needs
So I resemble the leaves.
It's snowing hard out there so I can't see too well hahaha,
But I can clearly see Atlas in the distance,
Holding a child's world
Straining with himself
trying not to want to drop it.
It's coming down so hard out here and i might be mistaken
but that might be Sissyphus out there
and I envy him
because his task
At least is half finished.
Beasuse of this Storm I can't feel my arms
But this envy warms me enough to keep working
my pasted leaves fall
my defibrillator sets them afflame
my oxygen rusts her lungs