I cry of a broken heart

Shattered, and fallen apart

Hurt because we must part

Feelings punctured by every dart

Carelessly thrown my way

Hating my life, every fucking day

Wanting you to stay

Good choices gone astray

We can't be together

Now, but I never say never

For you my life I endeavor

Persevering through this sever

I love you, I don▓t want to let go

But I cant tell, they cant know

They say you reap what you sow

Who thought of that I'd like to know

It seems like all that comes is bad

Receiving only the worst of all I've had

Its hard accepting you'll always be sad

Hating everyone, mostly my "Dad"

You'd kill yourself if I left you

I hate the sound of that, change the tune

Kill me, if I'm lucky I'll be dead soon

Don't care when, morning, night or noon

Just kill me so I can join my heart that died

Its my fault keeping this alive

For so long because I've lied

I did the best I could and tried

Its you I cant live with or without

I'd give my life for you without a doubt

I wish I didn▓t do this, chose another route

This hurts the worst,

But isn▓t the first time my hearts been torn out

I'm trapped and suffocating, struggling to breathe

I just don▓t want to leave

Your sympathy I don▓t want to receive

Just this pain with death I want to ease

What do I do, I cant kill myself even though I could

If I had the chance to I would

Every day convincing myself I should

I can see myself hanging from that natural wood

I'm dying, but cant tell a soul

All this is taking its toll

Smothering me like smoke from coal

Without you I'll never be whole

I love you and will never take that back

If you die, myself I'll attack

Good judgment is what I lack

But I will always love you that▓s a fact