How can one go through life,

without really seeing what lies ahead?

How can you sleep at night when you know,

something is wrong?

That’s because I can’t.

I see what lies ahead of me.

The tears of pain are running through my heart.

Nothing can change the course that I have chosen.

I decide what happens.

I’m alone in this world.

I’m alone with all the regrets that I have.

Nothing can sooth my soul.

No one can save me from myself.

I don’t care for life.

Life deserted me.

It destroyed me.

Life is nothing but regret.

That is the fate of mankind.

Regret and wars.

I am alone.

From now and ‘till forever.