I haven't updated anything in a while. I felt I should do something, and I've got plenty of poems waiting to be uploaded, so I thought to start.

Nothing

I feel…

Nothing

Yet I feel…

Something

Seeming so numb

But I am screaming

I can’t seem to run

I think I am bleeding

I can’t tell

If I’m here or there

All I know is

I hurt everywhere

Am I dead? Am I alive?

But, what does it matter

If I cannot hide?

I need to escape

From this horrid feeling

But since I feel nothing

Am I just dreaming?

Though if this were

Not merely a dream

Wouldn’t somebody come

When I scream?

Or maybe this is all

Just in my mind;

Echoing through emptiness

Immortal through time

Nothing will change

A nothingness pain

Yet I still sometimes wonder

‘Will things ever be the same?’

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