Oblige

I'm sorry that I'm not your diamond in the rough

Your candlelight in the dark, the cherry on the cake...

Please forgive me for letting go too easy, for not fighting for you

(I'm weak)

I apologize for disappointing you, for making you hate me

I hope you can see just how much you mean to me

Could I also say that I know I'm not the perfect girl

You had every right to go, to flee from me

This monster inside of me, starves for your love, your devotion

Though you pass me everyday and look on into the sunset

Hoping I'll leave you be for the rest of your days

Soon that sun will disappear beneath the horizon...

And so will I...

Soon I'll be nothing but a music note in the wind

And you'll be glad, joyous that I've slained my own body

Tore apart my soul, cried salty tears of utter despair

My pain shall be your gain

If that's what you want, my darling...

I shall gladly oblige...

I felt like writing something dedicated to my ex...whom I hate with my might...

BFQ