'No, you don't look alright and no I guess it wasn't the time of your life but some once told me we know the truth we can let Martin think what he wants' I looked at Scott. 'Look I don't know what you want but I know what you just said in there was true. That kiss was real and everything you believe in right now is real.' I looked at him once more.

'I guess but I don't know what to believe. I got my self ripped out if my mind last night and I have no idea what happened and now I just kissed you. I don't know if I wanted to do it or I was just doing it because I was so mad' He sighed. I guess he was getting frustrated with me. I leant against the nearest locker 'What do I do Scott? I'm lost. I don't know which way to turn. I'm so confused' I'm stated. He walked over to me and rested his forehead on mine. It was something he always did to keep me calm.

'Calm down and let everything that comes your way guide you' I locked eyes with him and he sound so certain of him self 'I'm going to leave you now even though I want to kiss you so bad but I'm going to let you think things over walk home and get it sorted out. If you think it would help with me around you can come over' I nodded as he left to go back to the lesson. I sighed and walked out of the school.

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I walked back into the classroom feeling proud of my self. I had helped Rosa calm down I had heard how she felt and some how I understood. Told the teacher that Rosa was going to go home and she walked out of the classroom to tell the office. I sat in my seat and Libby sat next to me. I knew she was going to ask me some thing but as she opened her mouth a males voice sounded.

'Don't you think my work is glorious?' Both Libby and I turned our heads in martins direction.

'Oh stop gloating Martin you did nothing but fuck the whole thing up' Libby spat in his direction.

'Oh but on the contrary I have done well'

'How so?' I felt my self asking. He shrugged.

'I've brought you guys closer together I bet by the end of tomorrow you guys will be together as a couple snogging each others faces off' He smiled and I looked at Libby. Then I faced the front ignoring his insufferable laughing. I heard Libby fighting with him but none of it registered. All I wanted to do was comfort Rosa. I knew she was going through a rough patch and just wanted her to make the right choice for her.

When the bell went I picked up my stuff and left with out looking at my sister or in any ones direction. I felt like in a one day I had become the schools freak show and they were enjoying it. Last week any girl would have accepted me and I guess they still would but now they wont even look at me because of my feeling for Rosa or anything that has happened over the last 24 hours.

I got home and crashed on the couch. I was so tired and I didn't know why. I guess all the thinking that I had been doing over the least few days has gotten me mentally tired and then there is all the fighting with my sister and fighting at school had gotten me physically drained. If I get in any more fight I think I might be glad that I don't have parents.

When I finally sat up and look around sloppily I notice there was some thing wrong. I looked around more carefully and when I saw that the picture of dad had gone missing I nearly screamed. My dad had died near on four years ago now but I still kept a picture of him and it was always in the living room so I could say hi to him when I got back from school. He brought me and my sister up from the age of 4. my mum disappeared on us just after my fourth birthday and it as I was so young I don't know why nor do I understand why she did leave us. When my father died she turned up at the funeral and the social workers insisted on her taking care of me and my sister until I was 18. I played up screamed had a fight with my mum every single minute of the day until finally she got so pissed off at me she nearly chucked me out of my bedroom window with my sister and Rosa there.

I ran past her and she chased me I was chucked off the top stair and I broke my arm and leg from falling down awkwardly. As I had two witnesses of her abuse she was sent to prison for attempted murder and then Rosa and her family looked after me and my sister until I was eighteen and then I moved into a place with Libby and so I had no parent nor any one to look after us. I had my fathers inheritance that I have just broken open and my mother transfers money over every month.

I stormed around the house looking for the photo but I soon gave up as I couldn't find it. I knew Libby wouldn't chuck it out she knew how attached I was to it so what happened to it. I knew I would never move it and if I did then I should remember.

I walked upstairs to my bedroom just in case I placed in there and when I walked in I was shocked to see Rosa sleeping on my bed clutching the photo I happened be looking for. I smiled and walked over to her. I sat on the edge of my bed hoping not to wake her up but I was unsuccessful. She opened her eyes just as I got comfortable. When her eye were fully open I smiled a welcoming smile and she sat up looking really bed about the picture.

'Uh I'm sorry I took your picture its just its the closest thing to you that I could hug' I shrugged but said.

'Yeah but there are my clothes or my quilt or pictures of me you know thing I own and I look nothing like my dad' She smiled

'I could of gone for your clothes but they are smelly and stinky and plus they smell nothing like you and I couldn't find any pictures of you so I stuck to your father and surprisingly I see so much of your father in you. I could probably see you two now going out for a drinks and acting as twins or some thing.' I nodded slowly not really believing anything that she was saying. She sat up and rested her head on my shoulder. When I took a breath in all I could smell was roses just like her name. It was beautiful.

'Hmm...you smell nice' She whispered in my ear. -So do you-

'Really?' I asked 'Last time I checked I smelt like me or this house.'

'Precisely' She stated even quieter. I so wanted to turn round and kiss her but maybe it was would be to fast I wanted her to move instead of me. I tensed up even more as her hand rested on my back and crept up to my neck.

'Rosa what are you doing?' I asked a little worried. I felt her shrug against me.

'I don't know being a crazy assed fool' I smiled at that. It was just like her to make a stupid comment like that to lighten the mood. When I looked at her she looked sad in some way. I knew she had been crying but some where there was still pain in side and wonder if it had anything to do with me.

'Scott?' She asked me.

'Yeah' I answered wondering what she was going to ask me.

'I miss your dad and I was so scared when you mum tried to kill you when she tried pushing you out your window ans down the stairs. Its funny really because Libby had to constantly watch over me. She thought that if she left me I might wake up screaming some random thing to do with you. She always said I woke up screaming bad things like 'Scott went into a comma oh my god he is going to die he wont ever wake up' or if I had a really bad dream and I woke up breathing hard Libby asked for me to tell her what I saw and every time it was the same thing and it was so scary' Her breathing ruptured and quickened.

I didn't know what to do but to pull her into a hug and try to calm her down. I hope she didn't get dreams like this all the time . If she did then she has to be messed up.

'What did you see Rosa? Can you tell me?' She nodded.

'I saw you and you were in your hospital bed and you were sleeping sweetly and no sound was coming I couldn't hear your breathing or any thing all I saw was your chest rising up and down that's it. Then your monitor went off and your breathing quickened like you had a natural instinct to danger. Your bedroom light went off and then the door opened. As your breathing quickened so did mine I could feel all your pain your scared emotions. Some one came in the room. They were female. She looked just like your mother but there was some thing different. She looked older then your mother and her hair was lighter then it was a couple of years ago she had a few wrinkles.' I nodded understanding everything that she had explained.

'She moved over to your bed and stood there smiling happily like she was remembering some thing maybe the good time you two shared when you were young. But then she moved her hand out and in it was a knife. A dagger I think. I knew what was going to happen but I couldn't pull out of my sleep I seemed to be linked with you or something. She stabbed you over and over again. So many times and there was so much pain and blood and you never saw it coming but I saw every single bit of it. I saw her evil face. I heard her evil laugh after she finished you off. I felt every thing she did to you and it hurt.'

She began to sob. I knew she was breaking and this was something I knew had been wanting to tell me for ages now but she didn't have the confidence. I pulled her in closer stroking her hair. I was making shushing noises to try and calm her down.

'When she dropped the dagger' She continued through sobs 'She looked in my direction and she said as though she could see me 'If I cant have him as my son then no one can have him not even the slut he picked to love and care for. You can never have him Rosa he's mine no one can have him'. She screamed this some much at me but the more she screamed the more I saw her heat rise. She burst into flames and burnt to ashes. I walked over to your bed and sat there with you. When I looked at you I saw it wasn't you you. It was you a couple of yours ago or anything like that it wasn't you right now. You were older. You looked older I'd say you were 30 but I cant be sure and it scares me Scott. I don't want to lose you I want to keep you' I pulled her as close as I could get her and rocked backwards and forwards.

'Oh sweetie your not going to lose me to that bitch. She is in prison for ever and we are ok. I'm here with you I would never leave you I love you way to much to do any thing like that' She calmed quicker than I thought she would be she nodded and looked at me.

'Do you mean it?' She questioned. I nodded.

'Sure I do I would never lie to you' She nodded again and rested her head on my lap. Her breathing rupturing every now and again as she calm right down. I stroked her hair smooth and to show I was there and I wasn't leaving her. Soon her breathing slowed and quieted. It became even and soon I knew she had to be a sleep. I was just about to move her when she said.

'Scott please don't leave yet stay with me. Stay with me for ever by my side. Sleep with me in the same bed, share the same house with me. Don't ever go any where else' I smiled but said nothing. Her demands had shocked me so much I couldn't say anything. 'I love you Scott' She whispered and then she floated into a world of dreams.

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I woke up feeling really refreshed and happy. I guess I felt like I had a hang over but with out the go forsaken head ache. I didn't really remember anything but I know I did some thing right. I sat up slowly trying to shake the last of the sleep off my eyes. I looked around to find that Scott wasn't any where in sight. If there is one thing I remember and that is Scott promised he wouldn't leave my side ever.

I started to panic. My breathing quickened ad I became jumpy. I got up and ran to the door and opened it. I ran out and down the hall but as soon as I knew I was running I was on the floor with my arse pounding with pain. I looked up to see Scott looking down at me. I rushed to my feet and wrapped my arms around him.

'God don't ever do that again' He looked puzzled.

'What did I do now?' I sighed.

'I thought you left me and went some where like the other side of the planet or some thing' He laughed a bit and then said.

'I had to pee Rosa I am human you know and what got you so protective any way I mean I know you told me all that stuff earlier but god clingy much' I pulled back looking at Scott. I cocked my head questioningly and asked.

'You promised to never leave me what was I supposed to think when I woke up on my own?' He didn't answer but I didn't care. He shrugged and took my hand.

'Come on its late lets get you home ok' I didn't move. 'Rosa I can't be with you every second of the day you know I have a life to live, a sister to take care of and a girl to love' I still didn't move.

'No I don't want to leave I want to stay here with you please?' I put on my best puppy dog eyes and I knew it would work but some how it didn't.

'No. I have already had three calls from your mother asking where you are I don't want any more now please can I take you home?' I shook my head. He sighed and turned to look me face on. He walked closer to me and rested his forehead on mine.

'Rosa. Are you scared of some thing?' I nodded slowly 'Is it of the dream?' I nodded again.

'I had the same dream last night but you were 18 instead of thirty I didn't tell you earlier because I was scared it might effect everything. Some thing is coming Scott and I'm going to be in the middle. I feel everything you do that's is what the dream is telling me and I know your mother is going to get out of jail and I know she will come and get you to kill you. I know it will be in the hospital and everything in the dream will come true. I can feel it.' He sighed a bit harsh and then he looked at me with stern eyes.

'Nothing will get you me or anything you are safe I am safe and she is never getting out there' I nodded but some how I didn't believe him. I knew nothing would be fine. Scott moved in to kiss me and I met him half way. I guess from now on I would have to believe that roses bring people together and though my dreams seem real I know they are just dreams and they will never come true.

A/N OK i disclaim anything you think needs disclaiming and this isnt the end yet there is a interesting scence yet to come with martin and then thats it. im not sure whether i should continue it after thabut enjoy this thank you. i hope you enjoyed reading it and i loved writing now i got back ot my other stories see if i can finish them off hehe

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