I would give anything

To obtain what we once had.

Our tears, our laughs, our inside jokes.

Before your heart went bad.

To hear you joke about anything.

To hear heart shine through.

What I still hold so dear to me,

Is just a memory for you.

It hurts that you don’t want me

Or my friendship, once so strong.

And that I used to look up to you.

But it was all a lie, all along.

More than a friend, more than a lot.

Is what I guess you used to be.

What you regard as nothing,

Is still so special to me.

Gone forever, is it?

Or is it just disguised?

I hate the you that you’ve become.

But I don’t think I’m surprised.