Let Me Be Myself

It’s been so long since I’ve been myself
That I’m afraid of looking behind this mask
Maybe I’m ashamed maybe I’m insane
Thoughts that drive me so far into madness
I couldn’t imagine, I couldn’t pretend
That I’ve been living fullest to obscurity
The current pulling me closer toward darkness
Smothers me making it harder to breathe
The more I try to fight this evil
The more I realize that maybe I’m living a lie
After all I’ve been deceived into iniquity
Silhouette of shadows cast their wicked eyes
As they start serenading haunting lullabies
This melody sounding so sweet, in reality is cursed
The reason I haven’t been myself for so long
All I need now is to find a cure, so I can be myself