Up there was the same thing as down here on that day
Sometimes it was different yet the same
Truly maybe I was fooling myself
Mistaking my poverty for my wealth
When it was something else entirely
It was an interesting world that I visited
An interesting world; it was vivid
Once in me
Touched it with one hand
My strength wasn’t enough to even crush that land
Paradise, I thought it was

Standing on something, unknown
Gave me nothing of my own
If I felt like I was forgetting
Maybe I was really remembering
Back to that time

I watched as my fake paradise crumbled at my feet
I had gotten in to deep
The numbness enveloped me inside
Something I couldn’t hide
Until finally it hid in me
This paradise wanted me to believe
And keep believing
But it was deceiving
That cancerous drug that was my paradise
I wished I could put it under ice

That drug still lives with me to this day
That sickness never looses its sway
I can’t conquer that crave
It has made me its permanent slave

(Has it?) Doesn’t make me seem like I’m nothing
(Think back) Thought back, it’s never like I find something
(Maybe) Maybe this was all wrong
(Save me) This is crazy, but I knew all along…

Standing on something, unknown
Gave me nothing of my own
If I felt like I was forgetting
Maybe I was really remembering
Back to that time

(Which time?) That time that it must be
(Back then) Seems like a lie was told to me
Once over
That paradise opened the door to winter
I’m looking for a saviour
(In myself) Nothing is over…

Standing on something, unknown
Gave me nothing of my own
If I felt like I was forgetting
Maybe I was really remembering
Back to that time

Even over (even over)
Someday sooner
Uncovered
This isn’t over…
This isn’t over…

This isn’t over…